Monday, November 27, 2006
numb but not really
when will i ever learn to be numb and blind of all the things that depresses me? its just that when ever i gather up the strenght to go on with my life alone, something is pulling me back.
always pulling me back.
i have my family to show me all the love, friends there for me and even some shitty guys to play with. but there's really something that depresses me until now. i really cannot point out what it is or who it is for any matter.
whats weird was that just when i was numb enough to go on, i just keep on looking back at what had happened. most of the time it keeps me awake at night and shitty thoughts just run through my mind.
is it really my fault? fuck this.
90% of one's life depends on how you handle it. if someone throws oranges at you, make orange juice out of it.
ok..
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1..
smile kris.. =)
anyone wants orange for dinner? i'd rather eat the oranges than drink it..!
kkrriiss posted at 6:23 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
this song never fails to make me stop whatever i'm doing and just be "tulala" and listen to it.
Going Crazy by Natalie
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down)
para kanino nga ba to? hehe.. lalang.. its really a sad and desperate song. ahorra, i laugh at how i was before. i'd just breakdown while listening to this song. and its was soooooooo pathetic. hehe childish and immature. tsk tsk. fix your life yna kris. hehehe and lately i've been listening to "let me". i've been playing it the whole day.. haha.. again, pathetic and immature but in a better way. awww.. i love the song so much.. read on...
You turn my head
But instead I feel so lonely
I feel for you,
I've got to say
You put a spell on me
I opened my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower you're my sunshine
Light is filtering
Your eyes are glimmering
Let me hold you
I think that it's a sign
You've opened up the inner creases of your mind
Let me kiss you
Hope is signalling
Happiness is beckoning
Let me love you
I think that it's a sing
No more walls to keep me by your side
Let me touch you
yo nuay novio pero yo muy enamorada! haha.. learn spanish and you'll understand what i just said. i dunno why. i feel so happy and contented lately. *sigh* but i'm still waiting for my twisted sunshine. sino nga pala? he'll be my john mayer. haha i wish! eerrr.. make that my david beckham or pharell. toink.. =) i'm happy. i know i am. this time i know its true.. *sigh* =)
kkrriiss posted at 8:00 PM
