its been a while since i've blogged.. tsk tsk tsk.. tinatamad ako ehh.. lets just say i wanna write about my sudden urge to party and drink and get pumped.. its been a while.. i haven't drank like hell for months now and i haven't partied for weeks.. sue me pls..!!!


i've been to two sessions of belly dancing. loise decided to join me rin with her sis and cousins.. it wasnt really the kind of belly dancing i expected kasi it was more of an exercise than actually lessons on it. she wanted to do yoga. i was a bit interested but backed out coz it seemed boring to spend an hour or so concentrating and meditating. not really my type.


i also wanted to take up Dance Sport lessons. kaso late na yung enrolment and i ddnt have a partner.. damn those guys who do not like to dance! lugi ako, ang dami niyo.. hehehe i duno, its sort of my dream to take up latin dance lessons like salsa and the stuffs.. sexy.. ahahaha!!


i attended my first class on adobe photoshop yesterday. unfortuantely, it wasn't like what i expected. so naturally, i got bored. i ended up being the one teaching my seatmate and new-found friend, bryant. tsk tsk tsk.. the irony of life. hahay..


right now im gona get back to 'd project' of my summer.. heheh.. a while ago i took pics of Zamboanga Doctor's Hospital for the presentation on its 40th anniversary on July. i cant believe Sir Greg trusted me on doing this.. wahahahaha.. pressured tuloy ako. right now im gona start scanning about 10 or so albums full of pics.. tsk tsk tsk.. so this means im gona stay home more often. c-r-a-z-y.

3 guys.. in less than a month i learned how fake they are! ugghhh.. life is full of shit! posers!!!!! damn it! hay nako.. whats this challenge im getting into na naman..?! damn it! i hate fake pipz.. sobra.. im tryn to keep it cool.. its crazy to think how senseless'guys' look at me.. damn it! burn in hell..


a friend sent this to me: you could you move on when you're so attached to your past..? like duhh..! i'm working on it..


for many reasons i miss beswan.. =x sobraaaa.. i duno.. its just that for the past sem, they are practically the one who gave me the strength to go on with life, face the challenges and most importantly make my world a happy place to live in. lam niyo kht na magangmaga na ung mga mata ko sa kakaiyak sa mga problema, pagpasok ko sa classrum i instantly become worry free and happy again. iba talaga ung beswan. ewan q.. basta they were able to complete the puzzle of my life in which was missing for sometime. ang sarap maging beswan. it was just today that it hit me, i miss laughing my lungs out, i miss criticizing teachers, i miss making fun of mispronunciations, i miss the tambays, i miss the asarans, i miss thinking.. basta.. i just miss beswan.. coincidence? fate? i dunno.. basta.. i'm just happy that i met each of them.. love you guys.. kayo yung ka-long distance relationship q.. and it makes it all worth it.. hhehee mishu so much..