kris' shitty thoughts, dreams and wishes...

Sunday, September 24, 2006

your memory haunts me. not in a bad way. in a i miss you way. i can't believe everything happend so fast. i never really had the chance to say i'm sorry kahit na almost araw2x tayo dati nagaaway. i never had the chance to say say thank you coz you're the best lola ever. i never really had the chance to say i'm so proud of you coz you're the only person who fights for what you believe in no matter what.

and what i regret the most is not saying i love you.. not even once.. and i never even wrote it. it sucks. and i regret it so much. now that you're gone, i feel so pathetic for NOT saying these things NOT EVEN ONCE in my 19 years of breathing.

i'm sorry la. i love you and i'm missing you so bad.. =x

kkrriiss posted at 8:29 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

ahihihi

100 ways to show your love:

100th- share a icecream cone
99- walkin in the rain together
98- name a cartoon character after that person
97- squeeze the person's hand when crossing the street
96- look at the stars and make a wish together

i was surprised with my friends, classmates and cousin's reaction with this "idea".. it started when i sent the 100th way last saturday [sept16] and i sent the remaining 99 everynight since then. the 96th way wasn't sent to me last wednesday kasi naman ang kulit ko, i was eager to know what it is tas napikon sakin ung kulot! hehe.. kaya i have to skip one day. toink.. aun, as i was saying i was surprise on the people's reaction. i usually send it early evening. sometimes i get messages of pipz asking me to send it na kasi excited na sila. kinukulit nila ako to send it na. meron naman they made me promise na i'll send it to them everynight. meron naman, binilang nila kung kelan yung 100th day na they will receive it.. haha its probably the only quote that i send everynight in which EVERYBODY is looking forward to. at least hindi na istorbo mga kowts na sinesend ko. db? hehe..

ang cute kaya nung idea. kahit naman ako, it makes me look forward to know kung ano yung number 1 way. kinikilig ako in a way whenever i read it. hehe.. uhhmm maybe because i have experienced some of it. and experiencing it with not just one guy makes it even better and sweeter. awww.. aun, kinikilig na naman ako. hehe basta, it makes me wonder kung ano ung number 1 way.. hahay.. toink.. shitty tots ulet.. hehe.. ciao.. =)

kkrriiss posted at 11:03 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

uste pasok sa finals!! yuhoo!!! galing galing niyo..!!!

sabi ni panget "hi" daw. oh, green pa yan, fav color mo.. hehehe
will blog next time.. =)

kkrriiss posted at 7:14 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

SAY IT

Name Your:
- high school: ateneo de zamboanga university
- favorite soda: pepsi
- favorite band: dami
- favorite animal: dogs
- favorite fruit: durian, strawberry, grapes
- favorite weather: fair

Do You:
- have a girlfriend/boyfriend: ahihih
- want more piercings: yup
- want a tattoo: yah.. soon..
- like cleaning: no way

-How many relationships did you have? do i really have to answer that.. sshh.. its secret.. winks

-How many times have you truly been in love: once.. ata.. hahah

-How many guys/girls told you that they were in love w/ you: drama line kaya yan!

- Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with: hahah.. i guess so..

- Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts: yah.. it hurts and it was wrong!

- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry: yep..

- Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend: always.. haha

- Are you happy being single rather than being in relationships: single! iyakin ako tsong

- Have you ever been cheated on: yup.. haha.. its fun tho.. hah

- What are the important things in a relationship: trust

- Worst relationship?: my first.. hehe

- Have you ever broken someones heart?: ahihihih.. i know i did

- Do you talk to any of your exes?: w8.. how many are they ba? hahah

- Have u ever dated people you dont like?: yah.. toink..

- Have you been in an abusive relationship?: uhmm.. la naman

- Have you dated someone older than you?: yup..

- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: nope.. second chances suck..

- Believe in love at first sight?: i did..

- Ever dated two people at once?: yup.. hahaha try niyo.. hehe

- Ever been given a promise ring?: uhhmm..

- Ever been given an Engagement ring?: no.. korny naman nun

- Do you want to get married?: yah.. 10yrs frm now. .aha

- Do you have something to say to your ex?: uhmm hi?

- Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?: not directly.. hehe

- Do you believe in true love? yah.. and it sucks..

Last:
- talked to: jen
- thought of: my report.. huhuuh
- watched: the cars pass by

For or Against:
- long distant relationships: for.. coz u could have fun in betweenn.. hehehe
- killing people: against!
- teenage smoking: dont care

- Have you:
- ever cried over a girl or boy: yes
- ever been arrested: no
- ever had a friend die: no
- ever dated a cousin: shthead!
- ever finished a puzzle: yup
- ever got surgery: minor lang
- ever got beat up: nope
- ever hated someone: yes
- ever jogged a mile: yes

Number:
- favorite number: 9
- Number of times I have had my heartbroken: toink!

kkrriiss posted at 6:16 PM

ohh la la...

i was so happy for the past few days. always smiling. as in. haha.. nagmukha nga akong tanga eh. kahit na stress out na stress out [stress out na stress out talaga e, hindi lang stress out] good mood pa rin. hehe.. two people said that blooming daw aq. one said na mukha daw akong inlove. inlove nga ba? ehh.. kanino naman? haha winky winky winky

napastressful yung last 3 weeks ko. wala na nga akong weekend. weekend? ano yun?!?! toink.. pero so far everything is falling in too place. ang laki ng talaga ng eyebags ko. ang weird naman. bakit tagalog yung ginagamit ko ngayon. hehe

**english mode**

i think i'm gonna watch the UST vs UE game on thursday. sana manalo yung uste para pasok kame sa finals. yahhoo..!! asteg kaya yun.. =) aun, hafta go.. will blog longer when i have time.. ciao.. =) smile for me guys.. =)

kkrriiss posted at 3:42 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

shitty tots

i love the simplicity of this movie quote:

"you make my heart skip faster and slower at the same time.."

awww.. it just feels good.. so good.. =)
i got this pic from my notebook.. sorry.. blurry shot.. hehe

kkrriiss posted at 6:06 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

HAHA!

click here!

kkrriiss posted at 4:40 PM

its stalking me

i heard the song "Iris" by goo goo dolls 3 times today.
is that a shitty sign?

i've always loved the song. i remember liking it coz my brother likes it. lame reason nga eh. by time i eventually learned to love the song for what it really meant. loving the song also means falling inlove with the movie "city of angels". kahit na meg died sa last part [bummer] but its just one of those cheesy love flicks that i still cry with no matter how many times i watched it.

I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it.

just a deep thought, its weird why love only feels good during the first part of the relationship. as what i realized, "love is not a emotion. its more of a commitment.." if you can't commit, then whats the point, right? i had a couple of "legal and illegal", "secret and overpublicized" relationships and i can't seem to commit. as in to stick to what i say. maybe thats one of the reasons why i don't want to be in a relationship for the mean time. [sorry guys, hahaha].. i'm actually enjoying my life being single and free. at least no one tells me who i should be with, what i should wear and what i should do. at least its now ok to do every wrong thing i did in a relationship before.. i hate being dictated. i guess the word is "freedom". free to do anything and free from the guilt for the wrong things you did. i'm in the "having fun with any one stage.."; no commitments, everything so casual. no strings attached. if feels good though. it feels good to be legally single.. ahahaha.. toink.. read between the lines. at least i'm not hurting anybody now even with them not knowing. haha.. just the shitty me.

i still love Iris for the same old reason. its no longer a song dedicted to someone. its no longer just a soundtrack of a movie. but i love it mainly because i still get skin bumps everytime i hear it. no joke.. =)

kadiri nga pala ung version ni ronan keating.. yuck.

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nakakapagod talaga. super hectic ng junior life. it took me a while to realize its Sept 14 na pala ngayon. thats how fast time flies by. homesick na talaga ako ngayon. i dont know why. i really really really wanna go home. ngayon lang talaga nagkaroon ng 'need' to go home. i dont understand. kagulo ko. hehe ciao..

kkrriiss posted at 11:45 AM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

too techie

i lost my usb, memory stick. siyet. my life practically depends on that shit.
i'm so tired right now.
but i'm happy na panalo yung uste sa cheerdance.
5 peat. ang galing ng Gawi! record breakers.
i've been so busy lately.
i'm happy coz it keeps me from useless thinking.
i literally have no breaks during weekends til finals.
ang hirap ng third year.
finals na, bwiset. kelangan qng bumawi.

i had a long entry for this day. but as i said, i lost my memory stick. ugghh.

kkrriiss posted at 9:16 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

awww...

happy feast day sa pongracz.. =)

pahabol lang before the day ends

lam ko hindi buong class ang kasali sa mga pics..

but..

i miss you guys!!

uwi ako sa sembreak

read my previous entry para sa drama ko.. hehe

kkrriiss posted at 6:35 PM

weekend na.. yahhooo!!!!
things happening this weekend:
1. cheering on sunday
2. maan's wedding on saturday
3. divisoria shopping and pep rally on friday

yesterday i was thinking if i'll go home to zamboanga this sembreak. where ever i am sa sembreak i'll miss a lot of 'happenings'..

if i'll decided to go to zamboanga i won't be able to
attend bea's debut
do the proctoring ek ek
go to the LTS [overnight, outing]

if i'll stay in manila, i won't be able to
attend kukay's debut [road trip]
see my parents and lola
get a chance go to cagayan [get tats]
have extreme bonding with pongracz
get my yearbook
be updated with tsismis [haha i'm loving it]
eat my mom's food
rest
get my belly pierced [again]

toink toink toink

*i took this picture.. just wanna post it. hehe

i answered my own question..

i'm going home.. =)

happy birthday kristian! i dont know ur number and i doubt ur reading my blogs.. hehe

kkrriiss posted at 12:57 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

mabuhay ang pungkul!

ej's despidida dinner.
check my multiply.

no time to blog.. next time. promise.. =)

kkrriiss posted at 7:35 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006

i'm missing...

my short haired days

but
i love my hair now =) kagulo.

i will blog next time.
i still have to gather my thoughts.
a lot of shits have been going on lately.
shit.

kkrriiss posted at 10:39 AM