my life so far

i woke up at around 2am this morning. i couldn't sleep. silly thoughts running through my mind. happy thoughts as what i coined with guys i dated. i tried sleeping but my mind just keeps on running through the same memories all over again. why..? why now?

i couldn't think straight. i texted almost everybody i'm comfortable sharing this things with, but no one seemed to be awake at 430am. then, when i started crying, Feo texted me. i called him up and me ended up talking for a couple of minutes. i never said anything with sense. all i did was cry, curse, laugh, sniff, and curse again.

i'm just so thankful that my path crossed with that freak. who would ever thought someone so annoying [yes, he was. he was trying to get me drunk the first night we met], would play a big part in my life. someone who's not here, but it seems he always is. i felt so down, so alone. he was just there to listen and give me nonsense comments. but it helped. nothing grand, just simple.. but it made me sleep after. thanks feo. i owe him not only my green jacket, not only sundae with fries, not only a butt-naked run on the beach, not only my i-wish-it-fits-you boxers but a lot.. as in a lot.

*i just remembered, he was the one who owes me a butt-naked run on the beach. hahaha!

anyway, i wasnt able to blog for quite sometime. i started uploading and editing pictures as soon as i arrived Zamboanga City. it feels so good waking up on my bed =)

here are 3 of my fav pics.. others are found in my multiply site. sorry, but you have to be my contact to be able to view it.



i love the DYI top i made. it was too small for me, so i cut it. the maldita puts the pieces together.. hehehe

i spent my last weekend in manila with 15 of my beswan mates. we went to pangasinan, stayed in a resort, had the uncivilized beach all for ourselves. it was a lot of fun.

princess' birthday bash was, lets say.. a perfect bonding moment with the people i miss so much. thnx cess! i had a blast at the party!

this is like my first real photoshop edit. amateur-ish as what i call it but i'm learning.. hahaha

if you want to view my multiply site.. make a account.. hahaha =) i have a new layout there. i'll blog more often this time and i'll probably changed this layout again. heheehe