confessions of a confused teen...

addicted to Mr. ML

2007-12-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

meet mr. ML.. uhhmm i'm not really addicted to you. its just that a lot of things happen when you're around. lost of crazy memories and stuffs to talk about. in the 2008 starbucks planner, it said that that Life happens over coffee. ahhmm.. i say it happens over yosi.. hehehe

sigarilyo in tagalog.. the slang version is YOSI.. see, i do listen to my teacher's discussions.. hehehe

confessing everything up. yes, i smoke. for years smoking has always been socially because i hang out with people who smoke. so i dont smoke around people who do not smoke. thats why some people were surprised when they knew i was smoking. i smoke because they smoke. i smoke because i can't resist not smoking when i smell the smoke. in other words, i smoke because of the smoke! medyo malabo yata yun, pero i think you get what i mean.

on our magulo rooftop.. my sweet escape where i have deep shitty thoughts.

it just became worst this year. most of the time, i find myself giving in to the urge of smoking. sometimes i just smoke by myself. just a few days ago, i drove up to the beach alone just to smoke. i know, it may sound so loser-ish.. but i want to smoke! the hell with the company. but its always better smoking with someone.. a lot of shitty conversations happen over smoking. thoughts, dreams and lots of wishes.

things got bad when i started having heart palpitations. then i found out that i shouldn't be smoking because it could cause heart complications from the hormonal pills i'm taking [for the sexually active youths, yes. i know what you're thinking]. i've been taking hormonal pills since May with the goal of getting a regular period and cure my hormonal imbalance. my ob gyne prescribed it too me. i didnt know that i shouldn't be smoking. being the irresponsible girl that i am, i just read the med leaflet 2weeks ago [thats like 7 months late]. SMOKING COULD CAUSE HEART ATTACK when i smoke during the duration i was taking pills. great. just great. that answers the heart palpitations.

i always tell people i'm with that i'm gonna die everytime i puff my next cigarette. exagerrating but it ironically it scares me. so now, i get heart palpiations even if i dont smoke. yesh. now that sucks.

its december 31! i promised i'm gonna start the year right. i have two sticks of Marlboro lights in my bag, my last two sticks. then i swear i wont buy packs of cigarettes already. and i won't smoke this hard again. this is just so bad.

smoking can be down right addicting. it got me. i'm not proud i gave in. i just love the shitty talks from people closest to you when you smoke with them. fun memories. fun talks. crazy company. but, i guess there are alot of other ways to have fun memories and crazy company than smoking. this is gonna be so hard.

cheers to 2008! happy new year people! wish me luck! bye =)

2007-07-28T10:06:00.000+08:00

spell love..?

L_VE..

2007-07-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

just want to say thanks to the people who took a couple of minutes of their time off their busy life to greet me happy birthday. it was really sweet to receive birthday greetings in every possible way like text, call, email [yahoo, friendster, multiply], off line messages [ym], comments [friendster], snail mail [yes, snail mail], and personally greeting me. it was a nice feeling to wake up with messages flooding my inbox and a couple of missed calls.

i wanna thank Feo, my prince, Karla, Jet and Paolo for being the icings on my makeshift cake. You guys made my day extra extra special..

Feo- Thanks for being my John Mayer for my birthday. That was really sweeet. Was it really you who was strumming and singing or did John did all of it..? hahaha =D

My prince- "Don't be sad, I'm always here for you".. thanks.. =D

Karla- I can't believe you remember me when you're eating sneakers, not just when you see drunk people puking. hahaha! that made me laugh. i can't believe that i became such a big influence in your life even if most of it are bad hahahaha =D

Jet- "tambuk ng braso mo!" hahahaha nice bday comment =D

Paolo - Between you and an Ipod Video? I'd rather not have an ipod video and bond with you during Christmas and other holidays, than have the filthy damn white thing and not seeing you for years.. =x i hope you change your mind and stay in the Philippines.

For those who texted and tried calling me during midnight, i wanna say i'm sorry. I was really sleepy and I switched my phone to silent mode so that i could have a sound sleep on the eve of my birthday. hahaha.. thanks.. =D it means a loooootttt to me..

my past days and nights have been really really good. From reliving my clubbing nights, to buying my 2nd to the last pair of havaianas, to spending it the people i really really really miss being with. i feel so blessed.

i can't believe its back to reality. back to school.. hope something keeps me motivated to study. i miss my lola so bad.

ciao.. wishing everybody a great year ahead.. =D

2007-06-29T12:58:00.000+08:00

i stutter too much..
way too much..
i hate it..
i just blew it.
shet.
i just lost my chance to go to china =x

this made me cry:
dats ok. if its 4 u, dey will ask you 2 go 2 china. love u.

2007-06-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

argh

school officially started. i hate it. i just wish i would sleep and eat the entire day.

thesis.. labor.. thesis.. labor..

i'm missing this/him..

*sigh* i'm too lazy to blog.. haha!! =D

2007-06-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

wapak! a classic..

2007-06-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

i was going to stuffs this afternoon. i came across notebooks i kept.

i read it, kinilig, umiyak, ngumiti, at kung anu-ano pa yung naramdaman ko. ang cute pala. minahal pala kita ng sobra. a huge smile unconciously painted on the canvas of my sad face. kakatuwa. everything seemed perfect, and yah.. i could recall that i did feel perfect.. perfect, contented, and happy. i just don't know what happened.

bakit ba naging ganito..? bakit ba bigla lang tayo nagkasawaan sa isa't isa..? kung tutuusin, mahal kita ng sobra.. at alam ko mas mahal mo pa ako. i just told my friends the other day waht really happened.. why insistingly wanted to leave you.. how we got back together again for the last time.. then you left and hurt me big time.

i pretended to be ok.. yes, i was and i am ok. not until now, its just that everything sinks in right now. whats this? post-breakup syndrome..?

bakit ba naging ganito..? bakit ba bigla lang tayo nagkasawaan sa isa't isa..? kung tutuusin, mahal kita ng sobra.. at alam ko mas mahal mo pa ako.

bakit nga ba?

i found this txt message i sent to you way back when we were starting off-- "i want you to be happy, even if it means i'm not the one who's making you happy.. after all, there's more to life than me.."

shet. that hit me really hard.

we never really had the chance to clean things up. dirty fights. no clear sorry, no forgiveness, no clear story of what really happened and what we both really feel.. we didnt talk.. and we didnt even care to be friends..

"don't keep me hanging.. not knowing whats gonna happen" well, i dont know if you are, but i am.

it sucks your missing in my life.. i want you back, even it means we're just friends..

i'll end this entry with something i found in one of my notebooks: "i'll be a true angel [someday], i'll have wings and halo and dress in white thingys"

am i still your angel?

2007-06-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

First Week of June

*the ultimate gmik with cess, kuks, ej, lala, rhonna, bruce, nadz, jack, edel, jv, mac
*bonding with my dud
*stuffs over coffee
*and reliving highschool

this is my best summer so far! i'm loving it..! muah.. =)

my dud.. we're both drunk.

a really really crazy bunch

stuffs over coffee - girl talk

missing highschool.. =)

2007-06-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

check out their accounts..

kc concepcion
saab magalona
ala paredes

i love them! =)

2007-06-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

The Culprit.

i'm currently taking medications for hormonal imbalance. as i was cleaning my face, it suddenly hit me. hormonal imblance is the result of physical and emotioal stress. "emotional stress", i repeatedly said in my mind. indeed the past months hasn't been good for me. not good in the sense that my grandmother pass away and i had a lot of issues to deal with. i guessed it bothered me a lot. and yes, my pimples did break out during and after all of these.

i just want to post a comparison of my pictures.

BEFORE

NOW

i guess i wasnt able to deal with this properly causing imbalance in my system, irregular periods, and improper releasing of hormones.. *viola* my pimple outbreak. people have seen me to be sooooo jolly lately. maybe its sort of a body's defense mechanism to fight off the misery thats in me. yah, the thought that my lola is gone still bothers me until now. i still cry.

so it gets this bad if i'm depress. yikes.

2007-06-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

SURVEY
i got this from friendster.

Thirty-nine secrets about yourself [be honest.]

1- what is your natural hair color? ** black.
2- where was your default picture taken? ** neverland? hehe my room.. hehe i edited it..
3- what's your M.I? ** "F"
4- who did you last hold hands with? ** ahhhmm.. *smiles*
5- does your crush like you back? ** dami ehh qng crush.. i know one who does.. hehe
6- what is your current mood? ** busog.. mood ba un? masaya.. hehe
7- what color underwear are you wearing?! ** black
8- what makes you happy? ** family, friends, photoshop!
9- what do you think is the next rumor about you? ** that i'm a sl*t! shet./ afjafja you!
10- if you could go back in time and do something, what would you do? ** ahhmm.. made a move *winks*
11- if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? ** any animal/insect that flies.. hehe asteg un!
12- ever had a near death experience? **yep.. my mom felt asleep while driving.. yikes
13- something you do a lot? ** eat. sleep. and eat and sleep.
14- what's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? ** save me from myself - christina a.
15- who did you copy and paste this from? ** i dont know her, hehee
16- name someone with the same birthday as you? ** lee ann, angie, precious, maam veron.. =)
17- when was the last time you cried? ** two days ago.. it around dusk.. hehe
18- have you ever sung in front of a large audience? ** karaoke.. hahaha eewww
19- if you could have one super power what would it be? ** be invisible wahahaha.. so that i could sneak up at people! hehe
20- what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? ** eyes or smile.. feet if their wearing flip flops.. =)
21- what do you order at starbucks? ** frap.. and only frap..
22- what's your biggest secret? ** that i have a big secret! hahha
23- favorite color(s)? ** black, red, green..
24- when was the last time you lied? ** yesterday? white lie =)
25- do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? ** shows? no.. just movies, animations..
26- what are you eating or drinking at the moment? ** i just finished.. cheezy fries and coke..
27- do you speak any other language? ** spanish? hahha.. asa!
28- what's your favorite smell? ** his.. =)
29- if you could describe your life in one word what would it be? ** unpredictable
30- when was the last time you gave/received a hug? ** this morning
31- have you ever been kissed in the rain? ** yes.. *remembers*
32- what are you thinking about right now? ** that i wanna pee!
33- what should you be doing? ** just surf the net.. hehe and pee!
34- what was the last thing that made you upset/angry? ** last night, my rent.. hehehe.. ok na ngayon..
35- how often do you pray? ** ...
36- do you like working in the yard? ** dpends..
37- if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? ** williams or beckham [pharell williams or david beckham] hehhe
38- do you act differently around your crush? ** yah.. i act goofy! yuck
39- name one song that reminds you of an ex? ** waahh.. you mean my official x right? f--ck u right back.. joke.. iris.. hehe

THE QUESTIONS ARE NOT EVEN ABOUT MY SECRETS!!! labo..

2007-05-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

my life so far

i woke up at around 2am this morning. i couldn't sleep. silly thoughts running through my mind. happy thoughts as what i coined with guys i dated. i tried sleeping but my mind just keeps on running through the same memories all over again. why..? why now?

i couldn't think straight. i texted almost everybody i'm comfortable sharing this things with, but no one seemed to be awake at 430am. then, when i started crying, Feo texted me. i called him up and me ended up talking for a couple of minutes. i never said anything with sense. all i did was cry, curse, laugh, sniff, and curse again.

i'm just so thankful that my path crossed with that freak. who would ever thought someone so annoying [yes, he was. he was trying to get me drunk the first night we met], would play a big part in my life. someone who's not here, but it seems he always is. i felt so down, so alone. he was just there to listen and give me nonsense comments. but it helped. nothing grand, just simple.. but it made me sleep after. thanks feo. i owe him not only my green jacket, not only sundae with fries, not only a butt-naked run on the beach, not only my i-wish-it-fits-you boxers but a lot.. as in a lot.

*i just remembered, he was the one who owes me a butt-naked run on the beach. hahaha!

anyway, i wasnt able to blog for quite sometime. i started uploading and editing pictures as soon as i arrived Zamboanga City. it feels so good waking up on my bed =)

here are 3 of my fav pics.. others are found in my multiply site. sorry, but you have to be my contact to be able to view it.

i love the DYI top i made. it was too small for me, so i cut it. the maldita puts the pieces together.. hehehe

i spent my last weekend in manila with 15 of my beswan mates. we went to pangasinan, stayed in a resort, had the uncivilized beach all for ourselves. it was a lot of fun.

princess' birthday bash was, lets say.. a perfect bonding moment with the people i miss so much. thnx cess! i had a blast at the party!

this is like my first real photoshop edit. amateur-ish as what i call it but i'm learning.. hahaha

if you want to view my multiply site.. make a account.. hahaha =) i have a new layout there. i'll blog more often this time and i'll probably changed this layout again. heheehe

2007-04-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i've blogged.. as in really blogged. tinatamad kasi ako eh. at the same walang time para makapagisip ng medyo matinong entry. ayun. hahaha.. don't mind my last entry. drama lang yun.. i'm taking it back! hahaha

i miss the easy life in zamboanga. lately ko lang na realize that nothing beats the laid back life back in the province. i've been having a hard time adjusting to 'working'. and most of the time i'm not myself while i'm at work. its weird. ewan.. ang daming iniisip. i arrived zamboanga last april 5. ang ikli lang ng vacation ko dun. i just spent the weekend there. buti na lang may surprise birthday for papa. kaya tuloy mama was "forced" to buy me a ticket. i never really wanted to go out with my friends in my short stay in zamboanga. ayun, so i spent those few days with my family. as in totally just for them. my dad's video and party arrangements also took a lot of my time. the party was a success. the surprise was a surprise for dad.. hahhaha

i was a bit sad that my super duber short vacation ended quickly. "back to reality" was what i told myself when the plane landed on manila soil. the following day i had to walk up early, go to work, buy my own food, go home with no one to talk to. back to reality nga talaga. shet. ayun. hehehe..

well.. kahit na stressful at work, i'm still grateful i'm having my practicum in mcdonalds philippines. yes dear, its in the head office. hindi sa branche.. clear?

16F CitiBank Building, Paseo de Roxas, Makati City

the HR team is the wackiest and the coolest bunch I one could ever work with. hahaha i totally love hearing ma'am beck scream, be touched by ma'am Leng's concern, smile at ma'am veron's , giggle at sir eric's quirky laugh, admire ma'am chat's sophistication and acknowledge miss myra's perseverance. kuya boy's greetings always makes me smile and kuya lance's bursting uniform makes my day.

work could make me call it a day even before the clock strikes 5pm, but im thankful that as of my first weeks in mcdonalds, i have learned so much especially in the recruitment process of a company. ikaw pa naman you're dealing with 3000+ applicants!!! sino ba naman yung hindi matututo dun?!!? diba? hehe

paparapapa.. love ko 'to! =)

2007-03-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

someday.

i still see beautiful days with you.

2007-03-18T10:14:00.000+08:00

ooppss.

its been a while since i really blogged. all i do is post pics, some shitty one or two liners and then i'm out. i've been promising myself for weeks now that i'll have a worthy post. well, i can't really thing of something substantive to write about. its not like all my post are substantive for that matter.. [duh, labo]

i'm currently listen to justin's "what goes around comes around". ahhmm.. wala lang. shit. i love the song. same with akon's "i wanna ~~fuck~~ love you". just sharing. so, i was thinking.. is everything that goes around really comes around..? karma in Indian philosphy. sort of like the golden rule in chinese philosophy. crap in kris' philosophy. hahaha

yesterday, i went to see the place i'm gonna stay this summer. its in malate. i'm excited. no curfew.. ahahaha!! then i went to glorietta and did what i always do best.. BARGAIN SHOPPING. glorietta had their 3day sale. i bought two ojt-worthy tops and skinny jeans. i love skinny jeans. i was looking for a new pair of stilletos. i wanted the white one from charles and kieth. grrr.. ang mahal.. pucha! namumulubi na nga ako. wala na akong pera! waahhh. i'm

sticking to the black pointed flats in divisoria and prolly doll shoes for a more demure image.

my rents did not give me clothing allowance. so that means i have to spend MY money to buy a new set of ojt-clothes. bummer. hahaha speaking of ojt, fhatz and arianne decided to join me in mcdonalds philippines. note: mcdonalds philippines. its the main office. not a branch. ok? i'm quite excited. i dunno why. hope everything turns out ok =)

quit it. i have to study for my exams. finals in coming up next week. its only till wednesday. one exam per day.. haayy salamat.

summer is coming.. yahoo... =)

2007-03-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

clumsy.

i've been so clumy lately..

clumsy
careless
forgetful
absent-minded

i hate it.. seriously. i've been going to school only carrying my reader, ballpen, and some loose change. not the typical kris. coz the typical kris brings her overused green school bag. then in that overused green bag i have my small blue sequined bag with my loose powder, tissue, nail cutter, alcohol, wet tissue, oil blotting paper, hair pin in it. also in my overused green back i have my white pencil case in which i have my green pencil, slightly used gtech, a couple of pens, liquid eraser, sharpener and eraser in it. i also have my ever reliable funky doodling notebook/scrapbook. i also bring with me my red and black girbaud wallet given to me by my bro last xmas and another genuine leather wallet, for the class funds, in which i snag in my lola's closet last sembreak.

that sucks. i just lost the parent's waiver. yes, the ones my parents sent straight from zamboanga. i almost left my green jacket last wednesday =x huhuhuh.. clumsy kris. i hate it.

if only i had my green bag with me.. i wouldn't loose the waivers.. grrr.. now i gotta explain that to my parents.. pathetic..

too much green.. hehehe

2007-03-14T07:52:00.000+08:00

i'm going home.

itsy bitsy spider went up ~~the water spout~~ my arms..!

dad is turning 60.. we're gona surprise him.. awwww.. im sooooooooooooooo excited to go home.. =)

current mood: 99% = happy; 1% = pissed off.. hate you! =)

2007-03-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

i forgot.

i forgot whats it like to be carefree..

2007-03-08T18:02:00.000+08:00

weird isnt it?

just when everything starts to relax and i decided to go to alabang this weekend,
*baamm*
may meeting sa unicef on saturday morning and may makeup class sa pol dy sa hapon

just when i thought my pimples are going away
*baamm*
i woke up with the 3 new ones sa noo ko

just when i start falling
*baamm*
you left..

tsk tsk..
bakit nga pala ganun yung buhay.. hehe..
ayos.. masaya pa rin.. =)

2007-03-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

click

here

hahhaha.. my picture there was worth the laugh.. grrr.. batang bata ang itsura ko.. kakatawa.. so naive.. so innocent.. like now? right? hehe

a lot of things has been happening lately. well, not really a lot. but kinda like a lot. hehe.. ang dami kasing school work. ayun, laging ngarag. pero ang sarap matulog pagngarag. diba?

sinabi ko sa sarili ko na mahaba yung post ko ngayon. E bigla akong tinamad. e diba ang leche nun..???

Music Video:SWEET ESCAPE (by Gwen Stefani)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

daanan ko na lang sa video.. hehehe.. love this.. =) ciao!

2007-02-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

PROM?

just some photos from our trainng on fine dining.. =)

2007-02-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

take EVERYTHING from me.. everything.. except my family.. =x i'm scared..thanks God for giving me a second chance.. i won't ruin this. i rpomise.. shit.. i'm overreacting. . =x i'm close to crying.. i'm sorry..

2007-02-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

13 ways

i got this idea from ala.. =)

13 ways to make me fall inlove with you...

13. knows how to play the guitar or drums - haha.. i dunno.. i just want my guy to play the guitar and sing like john mayer or duncan sheik or jason miraz.. awww.. sweet.. =) drums are cool too..

12. can make me laugh - laughter is the best medicine.. i can't live my life without laughing even just for an hour..

11. have a knack for movies - i'm such a movie buff.. as in sobra.. it just sucks that its been a while since I watched a movie in a theaters.. grrr.. busy kasi lagi.

10. patience with my vainess - im vain period deal with that.. haha

09. plays football - football is just the best sport ever.. a guy just seems interesting when he plays football instead of basketball.. *yuck*

08. moreno - i hate fair skinned guys.. [dream guy: a latino or any hispanic]

07. have taste for music - my taste for music changes from time to time.. from rap.. to r&b.. to trance/house.. now i'm into classics.. so he has to keep up with that.. value 'good' music..

06. loves everything about the beach - he has to love sunsets, the sand, sea breeze, flipflops [havs].. yes, everything about the beach..

05. ask me a simple question and yet it'll make me ponder for the rest of my life - that means he has to carry out senseful and senseless conversations.

04. loves icecream..!!!!! - shit.. its my number 1 weakess.. aside from that he HAS TO HAVE an appetite.. the type of guy who eats at least two scoops of rice per meal.. i hate guys who don't experiment with food. gusto ko yung tinitikman ang iba't ibang pagkain. kung ganoon, hindi siya boring. diba?

03. i have to be his bestfriend - whats a meaning of a boyfriend if he can't be himself with me?

02. gives surprises - i just love surprises.. yung tipong nakakaiyak na surprises.. hehehe

01. his kisses are the best.. - do i need to explain why?

roses wither.. so whats the point?

HAPPY VALENTINES every one!

2007-02-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

its straight!!

i dont like it though.. grrr.. i miss my kulut hair!

i've been sooooooooooooo busy these past weeks.. so busy..

as in i'm out the whole day.. pagdating sa dorm tulog na agad..

kasi nga super pagod..

btw.. watch my once in a lifetime modeling stint..

"GLAMOUR -US:

a training on social dressing and ramp modeling"

its on february 14, 2007..

its a date.. *winks*

2007-01-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

you, yes you..
the guy who stole my heart
and broke it into pieces..

you, yes you..
the guy who's kisses drove me nuts
and who's hugs are the warmest..

you, yes you..
i know i was the one who broke up with you and
its weird but i still love you..

you, yes you..
i know you love me too
me, not her..

you, yes you..
i'm missing you so bad
but for now it has to be this way..

you, yes you..
its just been a while
but i know it'll never be the same..

you, yes you..
you're eyes are perfect
and it melts my heart just looking at them..

you, yes you..
i have never felt so complete in my life..

you, yes you..
just leave me alone
i wanna have fun..

you, yes you..
for the mean time, keep her busy.
you're mine after college.. =)

you, yes you..
you, who's "you"?

you, yes you..
if you know whats so significant about today..
then the "you" is Y-O-U..

p.s. clue: 26 adds up to what 3 numbers?
p.p.s. i love you.. so much..
p.p.p.s. call me.. =)

p.p.p.p.s. i know SOMEBODY WILL ASSUME PARA SA KANYA TO.

labo.. hahaha =)

2007-01-25T14:42:00.000+08:00

wapak!

"when will you start developing your reading habits?"

This question hit me in the head when Sir Tayao asked us.. so much for it.. don't wanna elaborate.. hahah

2007-01-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

pahabol lang.

its not friday but i'm in love.. toink.. =)

i gained weight.

seriously..

its either that or my pants shrank.. haaha.. i wish the second one is the illogical culprit. at least my ass looks tighter this time. ahahaha...

i'm out.. its for real this time.. ciao.. =)

2007-01-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

happy feet.

just wanna post random pics that accumulated through the years.. hehe.. ang cute kasi.. toink.. =)

dakak girls

beswan girlies

shoes with personality

we love chucks..!
little feet and big feet..

happy feet =)

blockbusters.

spiderman 3 - may 4
shrek the third - may 14
terminator 4 - unknown
fantastic four: rise of the silver surfer - june 15
the simpsons movie - july 27
lord of the rings prequel - 2009

wapak! at least i'm still in manila to watch spiderman3 and maybe shrek.. im excited.. click here.

im out.. =)

2007-01-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

ang daming problema, i've got no one to talk to. i hate you kris! boo hoo! u suck!

2007-01-12T11:29:00.000+08:00

ayylabbyoo.

"aayylabbyoo.." it melts my heart when i hear that.

well anyway, i just wanna share that i miss watching the sun set. yah.. how the sun sets. the last time i saw it was a little over 2 weeks when i fetched my parents and brother in the airport. it was a beautiful sight. *sigh*

theres something about how the sun descends towards the sea that makes it so awfully peaceful, relaxing, and sweet. its like every time i get the chance to look at one, i feel at peace - yeah at peace - with my self. its like one of the few moments that time seems to pass by slowly. i really like watching it while sitting on the sand, preferably alone. wala lang. it makes me have deep shitty thoughts, makes me think about my life now, before and predict what my life will be.

sunsets are always a best. it provokes the weird side of me. it puts together the puzzle of shitty ideas that spontaneously crosses my mind at that moment. again, sunsets are always the best. it doesnt matter if a 5 year old kid takes its picture or an professional photographer. the sunset shots never fail to make me go "awww" every time i see it.

sunsets = love

wish me luck for my exams next week! i need a lot of luck.. haha =)

2007-01-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

im sorry.

shit. i read my past blogs entries both in blogspot and xanga.. i even checked your blogsite out. i can't believe you look so inlove with me in that site =x

ayun.. i realized i was so immature. i can't blame you for acting that way for the past months. i took everything for granted. i should have learned from the fights we used to have. i SHOULD have listened to you. i should have at least show you how much you mean to me.

its too late. i know. i regret everything. i guess its all been done and i can't have you back.

i was missing you bad when i took this pic. i picked up seashells, placed it in a small jar and scribbled in a paper: "i wish you were here". i never had the chance to give it to you. eyy.. i'm sorry. i really really am.

2007-01-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

KRISpy kremes.

after all the fuzz and constant "kulit" to my rents to buy krispy krimes, i finally got my hands on the filty white box everybody here in the philippines is talking about. as far as i know its just a ordinary donut store in the US.. krispie kremes opened a little over a month ago in fort bonifacio. weird thing was that i was really excited to eat the damn donuts. as i was holding the box, i felt as if i was holding the dream digital camera i've been drooling for months.. shitty. and as i tried it.. what happened? its not worth all that i've been dreaming about! not my type. maybe its because i'm NOT into donuts in the first place.

it was too sweet for me. crazy shit. boo hoo.. that sucked.that night i also had my first balot. ahhmm.. not really my first. my second pala.

<<<>>> i remembered the first time i tried it was when my dad brought a couple of those home after he played golf. it had blood splurting as i had my first bite! gross.. yuck! but i really really really WANTED TO LIKE it. kaya i decided to give it a second try. hahaha..

>>> fast forward to today >>> Fr.Greg, auntie Linda's friend brought a plastic full of balot for us. i wanted penoy but there wasn't any available. i guess that gave me the "sign' to try balot. after constant teasing from my brothers and a couple of advices on how to eat it "right", i gathered the strength to have my first bite on the poor little duck, a simple victim of deprivation of life slash abortion. everybody was staring at me and wondering what my reaction would be. after munching, i just said: "tastes like.. ahhhmm egg?".. haha.. thats precisely what it tasted.. like egg..! its like eating durian. for first timers, one has to overcome the smell. when ones surpasses that, he or she is rewarded with a tasty fruit and enough ego to brag being "able" to eat it. i guess things are not always what we expect.. =)

2006-12-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

imax with family.

i woke up.
looked at the mirror
and
SCREAMED!!!!
my face was swollen..
as in SWOLLEN..
shit.
i cried.
they brought me to the clinic.
the doc gave me meds.
i slept coz of the meds.
then woke up.
dressed up.
went to Mall of Asia.
i really really really wasn't in the mood.
but we watched a movie in Imax anyway.
and i was happy after =)
kagulo..

hehe.. i literally look like shrek kanina.. grrrr.. it wasn't something to laugh about. my bros stopped teasing me kasi nga it was a bit serious na. aun.. we ate lunch at Azul in MOA. a filipino-spanish resto. yummy.. i love their food. price is right. reasonable enough. Then we went to Makati and ate at Gerry's Grill. Aun, now we're home.

buti na lang the shades were huge. at least hindi kita ung swollen face ko. hehe.. i wasn't in the mood. but the food and imax made me BE in the mood.

i gained 5lbs over the week. toink.. hahah can't blame me.. the food was all worth it.. toinkk.. =)

2006-12-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

christmas buzz.

ts kinda like botox. mother nature's gift to me for Christmas?

i woke up crying coz i couldn't open my eyes. my mom thought i was sleep talking/crying. weird moment to think i was. after crying for a couple of minutes in bed, i decided to look at the mirror.. there was this teeny weeny white thing between my left eye [my left, your right.. duh] and nose.. then i called my mom and shouted furiously while sobbing: "maaaaaaaaa!! its a bee sting!"

i knew it was a bee sting. we had a Honey bee business kasi before so i was aware of those stuffs. after my mom removed the sting, i slept. that was 630am. i woke up around 1pm for lunch. my bros were teasing me that i look like Shrek. Then they said i look like Gollum of LOTR. then finally Yoda of star wars.

They were imitating the famous lines of Yoda just to piss me off. My bro Bri would say this imitating Yoda's voice: "fear is the path to the dark side. fear leads to anger. anger leads to hate......" then he would just trail off laughing so hard with Pao.

This is how i look as of 3:45pm, Christmas Day..

still smiling.. i just wanna greet everybody

"Merry Christmas!!!"

**P.S. i just woke up when i took this pic.. =)

**P.S. ulet.. i love my brothers so much! they're the greatest!

2006-12-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

duh.

what time is the MIDNIGHT mass?
ahh.. its at 930 pm

toink!!

its christmas!

its christmas but i'm not feeling it. but i'm happy. haha.. kagulo. mom and dad arrived yesterday from zamboanga, pao from cebu, bri from quezon and auntie larty from India.

sarap ng dinuguan made by mama. auntie larty brought grapes from india. it looks like goat shit! hahaha.. somebody gave the ferrers a box of grapes. lets make wine! toink. shitty thoughts. i just spent the afternoon downloading mp3s. grr.. ciao..

Merry Christmas Everybody! =)

2006-12-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

the sweetest.

2006-12-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

stalker.

a took a pic of the hot Greek (i think) guy i saw in Dakak and in the airport.. hahaa ssSshh.. i love his tats..!

that night.

2006-12-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Lets play!

click here

2006-12-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

dude, you're 20!

but you look like your my uncle!
happy birthday!
and i miss you!
bleh..!!

P.S. He's not my boyfriend.. haha!! just my long lost bestfriend..

2006-12-07T16:09:00.000+08:00

dear santa

i've been a bad girl. Don't even think of giving me gifts this Christmas. I sat down one day and realized how shitty my 19years of living was. Then I came up with something.

I promise..
to study hard
to be more responsible
to drink only ~~3 shots~~ 5 shots of tequila
to save [at least try]
to save by drinking beer instead of baileys or cuervo
to read more, it feeds the soul
to smile more often
to give more hugs
to watch more movies
to sing like nobodys listening
to dress more decently
to have unplanned road trips
to exercise more
to enjoy the simple things
not to cheat [in whatever forms]
not to kiss anybody
not to sleep when I'm texting somebody
not to talk trash
not to dirty dance with strangers or anybody
no to go on gimiks that would make me be my OLD self again
NOT to go on dates

I guess Santa, you know that before I was the opposite of what I listed down. Well, I also think you noticed that I'm not that girl anymore. Right? AND I don't deserve a gift this Christmas. Ahmm.. I was wondering Santa, since you won't give me gifts this Christmas, and I will TRY to be a good girl next year.. ahhmm could you give me twice the gifts I deserve next Christmas? hehe.. deal yan ha?

Don't even think of dropping by our house in Zamboanga. Dad removed the dusty, black chimney and we won't be spending Christmas there. Oh, by the way Santa, I assume a lot. So if you're still thinking of giving me gifts even if I haven't been nice, I'm gonna spend christmas in 318 Beata St. AAV., Muntinlupa. We don't have a chimney there where you'll squeeze your fat belly in. But I'll leave the back door open on Christmas Eve before I'll sleep. You'll see the christmas tree from the backdoor. Uhhmm.. just be careful. The dog barks a lot. You don't want to wake us up right? and it bites too.. =)

Thanks.

Love and still wishing for a Christmas gift,
Kris =)

2006-11-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

numb but not really

when will i ever learn to be numb and blind of all the things that depresses me? its just that when ever i gather up the strenght to go on with my life alone, something is pulling me back.

always pulling me back.

i have my family to show me all the love, friends there for me and even some shitty guys to play with. but there's really something that depresses me until now. i really cannot point out what it is or who it is for any matter.

whats weird was that just when i was numb enough to go on, i just keep on looking back at what had happened. most of the time it keeps me awake at night and shitty thoughts just run through my mind.

is it really my fault? fuck this.

90% of one's life depends on how you handle it. if someone throws oranges at you, make orange juice out of it.

ok..

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1..

smile kris.. =)

anyone wants orange for dinner? i'd rather eat the oranges than drink it..!

2006-11-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

this song never fails to make me stop whatever i'm doing and just be "tulala" and listen to it.

Going Crazy by Natalie
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know ~~I think that we are destiny~~
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Thats right baby I'm going crazy
~~I need to be your lady~~
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
~~I'm in love with you baby~~

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak

Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down)

para kanino nga ba to? hehe.. lalang.. its really a sad and desperate song. ahorra, i laugh at how i was before. i'd just breakdown while listening to this song. and its was soooooooo pathetic. hehe childish and immature. tsk tsk. fix your life ~~yna~~ kris. hehehe and lately i've been listening to "let me". i've been playing it the whole day.. haha.. again, pathetic and immature but in a better way. awww.. i love the song so much.. read on...

You turn my head
But instead I feel so lonely
I feel for you,
I've got to say
You put a spell on me
I opened my eyes, softly and wide
Lovely flower you're my sunshine

Light is filtering
Your eyes are glimmering
Let me hold you

I think that it's a sign
You've opened up the inner creases of your mind
Let me kiss you

Hope is signalling
Happiness is beckoning
Let me love you

I think that it's a sing
No more walls to keep me by your side
Let me touch you

yo nuay novio pero yo muy enamorada! haha.. learn spanish and you'll understand what i just said. i dunno why. i feel so happy and contented lately. *sigh* but i'm still waiting for my twisted sunshine. sino nga pala? he'll be my john mayer. haha i wish! eerrr.. make that my david beckham or pharell. toink.. =) i'm happy. i know i am. this time i know its true.. *sigh* =)

2006-10-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

hangover

i still have this "hang over" from my weekend getaway in dakak with my friends.

i'm still uploading pics in my multiply.

super dami.. senxa na matagal.

i had sooooooooooo much fun.

what happened in dakak, stays in dakak period

2006-10-27T08:48:00.000+08:00

i'm off to dakak with my girls for the weekend

kuks franz lala cess rhons loi ris sherland

**dont worry, i'll post pics asap..! haha=)

2006-10-26T11:05:00.000+08:00

impulse buying

my dad just bought a new sony trinitron wega tv. waaaahhh.. i wanna scream. tas i was asking for an ipod he doesn't want to give me one coz i dont need it daw. whatever. like as if he needs a new tv.. shit.

2006-10-24T08:23:00.000+08:00

ignore

igonre my entry a few hours back.. haha
just got lucky.. so lucky.. =) wuhhoo..
i'm so excited for this weekend..!!
waaaaaaahhh!!
whats happening? sShh.. malalaman niyo rin..

june - oct wishes
havaianas metallic in gold
~~havaianas metallic in any color~~
watch the devil wears prada
~~printer for my laptop~~
~~earn money c/o sir greg~~
~~huge shoulder bag~~
~~cute school shoes~~
~~buy preppy shirts~~
~~new sneakers~~
dye my hair
~~perm my hair~~
have above average grades
stop being a bitch
SAVE
get a tattoo

**ok.. i still haven't bought the havaianas metallic in gold, i promise when i get back from zamboanga i'll buy it.
**i still didn't watch devil wears prada.. waaaaahhh. i'm such a loser..
**it was sort of in my plan to dye my hair before i go home, but i didnt! waahh.. didnt have time..
**i'll know if my grades are above average by saturday.. i'm a bit nervous.. huhuhuh..
**i'm not totally a bitch.. but i still am..
**i saved.. but its all gone.. hahaha!!! uhhmm..
**i'll get a tattoo as soon as i see panget! hehe

bleh.. theres always next time.. diba? hehe

2006-10-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

how pathetic!

[1] something happened today.. it made me say this "get a life loser".. haha tsk tsk..
[2] my friends, no matter how bad you guys suck, i love you so much!
[3] feo, tnx for making me smile

keno told me this the other day "i still respect my past".. i wish, i really do wish that everybody should respect what happened to their past.. karma lang siguro for me coz i didnt respect mine in the first place.

why should i even fight for something or someone that does not make me feel happy or makes me feel like a caged animal? its not worth it. its really not. right? besides, i have a hot latino guy waiting for me. so why bother?

2006-10-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

i close my eyes.. and i dream about you.. i close my eyes.. i could almost feel you im my arms.. almost.. *sigh*

2006-10-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

freedom

greatest sense of freedom:
to be simply myself as i want to be and not as others say i should be.

this is so fuckin true! thats why i love my life now.. =)

2006-10-18T09:06:00.000+08:00

i got this from Saab's site.. =)

Bought everyone in the bar a drink
Swam with wild dolphins *-i want to
Climbed a mountain
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive *-it'll be cool
Been inside the Great Pyramid
Held a tarantula
Taken a candlelit bath with someone *-aww sweet
Said 'I love you' and meant it *-yup =x
Hugged a tree
Bungee jumped *-soon
Visited Paris *-i will
Watched a lightning storm at sea *-freaky
Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise *-aww
Seen the Northern Lights *-cool
Gone to a huge sports game *-uaap?
Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
Grown and eaten your own vegetables
Touched an iceberg
Slept under the stars *-supah sweet!
Changed a baby's diaper *-yuck.. haha
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
Watched a meteor shower *-i want to!!
Gotten drunk on champagne *- i didnt puke though
donated more than you can afford to charity *-i wish!
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment *-and it shouldn't have happened!
Had a food fight *icing fight.. aww.. my bday
Bet on a winning horse
Asked out a stranger
Had a snowball fight
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can *-when i'm super mad
Held a lamb
Seen a total eclipse
Ridden a roller coaster *-enchanted? i'm such a loser
Hit a home run *-softball
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking *-i always do
Adopted an accent for an entire day *-for 3years! provincial accent.. =)
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment *-right now
Had two hard drives for your computer *-this computer has 4!
Visited all 50 states
Taken care of someone who was drunk *-my bro.. haha
Have amazing friends *-yup
Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
Watched wild whales
Stolen a sign *-ahaha..
Backpacked in Europe
Taken a road-trip *-who hasnt?
Gone rock climbing *-ugghh.. i want to
Midnight walk on the beach *-awww.. dats so sweet
Gone sky diving
Visited Ireland
Been heartbroken longer than you were actually inlove *-yup =x
In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
Visited Japan
Milked a cow *-it was gross!
Alphabetized your CDs
Pretended to be a superhero *-yah, storm of xmen and pink ranger!
Sung karaoke *-always
Lounged around in bed all day *-my fav thing to do
Posed nude in front of strangers
Gone scuba diving *-i promise i will
Kissed in the rain *-yup..
Played in the mud *-ahihi
Played in the rain *-those who didnt are losers!
Gone to a drive-in theater
Visited the Great Wall of China
Started a business *-haha.. i sold green mango when i was in grade3!
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken *-is that possible?
Toured ancient sites
Taken a martial arts class
Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight *-yep, house!
Gotten married
Been in a movie *-duh
Crashed a party *-ahahaha
Gotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Ridden a gondola in Venice
Gotten a tattoo *-soon.. care of panget/feo
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
Got flowers for no reason *-i hate flowers
Performed on stage *yah.. embarassing though
Been to Las Vegas
Recorded music *-ahihi.. it was a silly one
Eaten shark *-huhu poor thing
Had a one-night stand
Gone to Thailand *-soon.. =)
Bought a house *-yah.. like i wish..!
Been in a combat zone
Buried one/both of your parents *-fuck u!
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently *-chavacano, english, tagalog
Performed in Rocky Horror
Raised children
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over *-yah.. when i studied in manila
Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
Had plastic surgery
Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds *-id be dead when that happens.. im just 90lbs..!
Held someone while they were having a flashback
Piloted an airplane
Petted a stingray *aww steve irwin.. =x
Broken someone's heart *-ask them.. haha
Helped an animal give birth *-yah.. our pet dog
Won money on a T.V. game show
Broken a bone
Gone on an African photo safari
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced *-belly
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
Ridden a horse
Had major surgery
Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
Eaten kangaroo meat *-poor thing
Eaten sushi
Had your picture in the newspaper
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
Gone back to school
Petted a cockroach
Eaten fried green tomatoes
Read The Iliad *-only the summary.. haha
Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
Killed and prepared an animal for eating *-pig
Skipped all your school reunions
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
Been elected to public office
Written your own computer language
Thought to yourself that you're living your dream *- yup.. a few months back -x
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair
Been a DJ
Shaved your head
Caused a car accident
Saved someone's life

2006-10-17T07:36:00.000+08:00

viva la bam!

i'm actually already in zamboanga. i've been getting lots of sleep since i arrived here. i'm, surprisingly, not in the mood to go out and have fun. dunno why, i guess there's still this guilty feeling that whenever i'm out, lola worries. kaya i don't go out. it weird cause i still talk to her and ask her some stuffs like where's the can opener, i can't find the spoon and thanks for the coke that you left me. she might not be here physically but i still feel like talking to her. at some point i still fight off the tears everytime i think of her. the house is literally empty without her. its seems to be a lot bigger now than it was before. but, i'm just glad she's in a better and happier place right now. i could imagine the big smile she has looking down on us.. =)

aun, i've been watching the house series. i'm starting off and i'm in season one. omg.. its soooooooo addicting. sarcastic medical drama. thats the best way to describe it. collecting of dvd tv series has been so common and cheap lately. i'm planning to have my own collection of dvds. i wanna by the full seasons of Smallvile, Grey's Anatomy, Lost, 24, Prison Break, and no doubtedly, Friends.

sorry for a really boring blog. hehe.. its 7:46am. damn.. i woke up early.. well i guess i'm gona continue on watching house.. hehe =) ciao..

2006-10-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

i'm going home

finals will be over in a couple of hours

fuck.. where is the good in good bye?

2006-10-11T09:48:00.000+08:00

100 ways to show your love:

100th- share a icecream cone
99- walkin in the rain together
98- name a cartoon character after that person
97- squeeze the person's hand when crossing the street
96- look at the stars and make a wish together
95- prepare a picnic setup, bring a cd player and play your favorite songs
94- hug the person tight when he/she feels scared
93- offer the first and last bite of your burger
92- wirte and leave a simple thank you note without stating the reason why
91- stare at the person from afar then smile or simple make a funny face
90 - scribble his/hername on anything you could write on

89- ride in one bike together
88- memorize his/her scent whether its his sweat or cologne
87- fix the collar of his/her shirt even if theres really nothing to fix
86- share a jacket when its deadly cold
85- stay on the phone eventhough you don't have anything to talk about anymore
84- watch your favorite movie togther
83- a surprise hug coming from nowhere would do the trick
82- give a kiss on his/her cheek after a very tiring day
81- pinch his/her nose instead of ignoring the corny joke he/she just cracked
80- grab every chance to comment on how fat or how thin he/she is getting. act as if you mind it but in fact you dont

awww.. =)

2006-10-04T10:57:00.000+08:00

"go uste.. go uste..
go go go uste"

click HERE for more details..

galing galing ng uste!!! wuhoo!! =) toink!! btw, here are some pics i uploaded in my multiply site

[1] a night with max and eric
[2] quickie weekend in zamboanga
[3] UAAP finals [ust vs. admu]
[4] airport boredom
[5] the best grandma

**sorry, but pics are for my contacts and network only]
so if you're interested in seeing my pics.. invite me! hehhee.. kkrriisstamin.multiply.com.. and sorry, i only accept invites of pipz i know [or at least i think i know] hehehe hell week is coming next week. but before that, mei victory party ang uste maya! wuhhoo!! wear-anything-yellow-day.. toink.. asteg.. first time may wash day. hehe eerr.. second time pala ngayon. lupet.. galing2xx.. wala lang. hehe i'm sure i've got a bunch of pics to post after tonight's event.

i STILL don't totally understand basketball, like the offensive pals, penalites, foul out, who gets the ball, who passes it to whom and stuffs like that.. i'm still amaze on how most of the audience are keen in spotting the penalties. its almost as if as easy as differentiating black from white. what the heck! i still enjoyed last monday's game. basta nag shoot, ok nako. i know may point un. hehe ang galing talaga. i know, from my own simple and naive judgement of the game, that it was a good play. ateneo did well. so did ust. it wasn't easy. my knees were weak [as in].. nobody was sure who was gonna win. i was sitting down during the last 5mins of the game. siyet. both teams were nervous and both crowds were hoping na pumalpak yung kalaban.

hay nako! basta. 5 peat na sa cheering tas champs pa sa basketball.. tsk tsk tsk.. mayabang ba? there's a reason naman diba? i'm a proud tomasina.. =)

2006-10-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

ONE BIG BITE!!!

UST 2006 UAAP CHAMPIONS!!!!
76-74!!!!!

galing niyo!!!

2006-09-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

your memory haunts me. not in a bad way. in a i miss you way. i can't believe everything happend so fast. i never really had the chance to say i'm sorry kahit na almost araw2x tayo dati nagaaway. i never had the chance to say say thank you coz you're the best lola ever. i never really had the chance to say i'm so proud of you coz you're the only person who fights for what you believe in no matter what.

and what i regret the most is not saying i love you.. not even once.. and i never even wrote it. it sucks. and i regret it so much. now that you're gone, i feel so pathetic for NOT saying these things NOT EVEN ONCE in my 19 years of breathing.

i'm sorry la. i love you and i'm missing you so bad.. =x

2006-09-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

ahihihi

100 ways to show your love:

100th- share a icecream cone
99- walkin in the rain together
98- name a cartoon character after that person
97- squeeze the person's hand when crossing the street
96- look at the stars and make a wish together

i was surprised with my friends, classmates and cousin's reaction with this "idea".. it started when i sent the 100th way last saturday [sept16] and i sent the remaining 99 everynight since then. the 96th way wasn't sent to me last wednesday kasi naman ang kulit ko, i was eager to know what it is tas napikon sakin ung kulot! hehe.. kaya i have to skip one day. toink.. aun, as i was saying i was surprise on the people's reaction. i usually send it early evening. sometimes i get messages of pipz asking me to send it na kasi excited na sila. kinukulit nila ako to send it na. meron naman they made me promise na i'll send it to them everynight. meron naman, binilang nila kung kelan yung 100th day na they will receive it.. haha its probably the only quote that i send everynight in which EVERYBODY is looking forward to. at least hindi na istorbo mga kowts na sinesend ko. db? hehe..

ang cute kaya nung idea. kahit naman ako, it makes me look forward to know kung ano yung number 1 way. kinikilig ako in a way whenever i read it. hehe.. uhhmm maybe because i have experienced some of it. and experiencing it with not just one guy makes it even better and sweeter. awww.. aun, kinikilig na naman ako. hehe basta, it makes me wonder kung ano ung number 1 way.. hahay.. toink.. shitty tots ulet.. hehe.. ciao.. =)

2006-09-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

uste pasok sa finals!! yuhoo!!! galing galing niyo..!!!

sabi ni panget "hi" daw. oh, green pa yan, fav color mo.. hehehe
will blog next time.. =)

2006-09-19T18:16:00.000+08:00

SAY IT

Name Your:
- high school: ateneo de zamboanga university
- favorite soda: pepsi
- favorite band: dami
- favorite animal: dogs
- favorite fruit: durian, strawberry, grapes
- favorite weather: fair

Do You:
- have a girlfriend/boyfriend: ahihih
- want more piercings: yup
- want a tattoo: yah.. soon..
- like cleaning: no way

-How many relationships did you have? do i really have to answer that.. sshh.. its secret.. winks

-How many times have you truly been in love: once.. ata.. hahah

-How many guys/girls told you that they were in love w/ you: drama line kaya yan!

- Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with: hahah.. i guess so..

- Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts: yah.. it hurts and it was wrong!

- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry: yep..

- Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend: always.. haha

- Are you happy being single rather than being in relationships: single! iyakin ako tsong

- Have you ever been cheated on: yup.. haha.. its fun tho.. hah

- What are the important things in a relationship: trust

- Worst relationship?: my first.. hehe

- Have you ever broken someones heart?: ahihihih.. i know i did

- Do you talk to any of your exes?: w8.. how many are they ba? hahah

- Have u ever dated people you dont like?: yah.. toink..

- Have you been in an abusive relationship?: uhmm.. la naman

- Have you dated someone older than you?: yup..

- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: nope.. second chances suck..

- Believe in love at first sight?: i did..

- Ever dated two people at once?: yup.. hahaha try niyo.. hehe

- Ever been given a promise ring?: uhhmm..

- Ever been given an Engagement ring?: no.. korny naman nun

- Do you want to get married?: yah.. 10yrs frm now. .aha

- Do you have something to say to your ex?: uhmm hi?

- Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?: not directly.. hehe

- Do you believe in true love? yah.. and it sucks..

Last:
- talked to: jen
- thought of: my report.. huhuuh
- watched: the cars pass by

For or Against:
- long distant relationships: for.. coz u could have fun in betweenn.. hehehe
- killing people: against!
- teenage smoking: dont care

- Have you:
- ever cried over a girl or boy: yes
- ever been arrested: no
- ever had a friend die: no
- ever dated a cousin: shthead!
- ever finished a puzzle: yup
- ever got surgery: minor lang
- ever got beat up: nope
- ever hated someone: yes
- ever jogged a mile: yes

Number:
- favorite number: 9
- Number of times I have had my heartbroken: toink!

2006-09-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

ohh la la...

i was so happy for the past few days. always smiling. as in. haha.. nagmukha nga akong tanga eh. kahit na stress out na stress out [stress out na stress out talaga e, hindi lang stress out] good mood pa rin. hehe.. two people said that blooming daw aq. one said na mukha daw akong inlove. inlove nga ba? ehh.. kanino naman? haha winky winky winky

napastressful yung last 3 weeks ko. wala na nga akong weekend. weekend? ano yun?!?! toink.. pero so far everything is falling in too place. ang laki ng talaga ng eyebags ko. ang weird naman. bakit tagalog yung ginagamit ko ngayon. hehe

**english mode**

i think i'm gonna watch the UST vs UE game on thursday. sana manalo yung uste para pasok kame sa finals. yahhoo..!! asteg kaya yun.. =) aun, hafta go.. will blog longer when i have time.. ciao.. =) smile for me guys.. =)

2006-09-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

shitty tots

i love the simplicity of this movie quote:

"you make my heart skip faster and slower at the same time.."

awww.. it just feels good.. so good.. =)
i got this pic from my notebook.. sorry.. blurry shot.. hehe

2006-09-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA!

click here!

2006-09-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

its stalking me

i heard the song "Iris" by goo goo dolls 3 times today.
is that a shitty sign?

i've always loved the song. i remember liking it coz my brother likes it. lame reason nga eh. by time i eventually learned to love the song for what it really meant. loving the song also means falling inlove with the movie "city of angels". kahit na meg died sa last part [bummer] but its just one of those cheesy love flicks that i still cry with no matter how many times i watched it.

I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it.

just a deep thought, its weird why love only feels good during the first part of the relationship. as what i realized, "love is not a emotion. its more of a commitment.." if you can't commit, then whats the point, right? i had a couple of "legal and illegal", "secret and overpublicized" relationships and i can't seem to commit. as in to stick to what i say. maybe thats one of the reasons why i don't want to be in a relationship for the mean time. [sorry guys, hahaha].. i'm actually enjoying my life being single and free. at least no one tells me who i should be with, what i should wear and what i should do. at least its now ok to do every wrong thing i did in a relationship before.. i hate being dictated. i guess the word is "freedom". free to do anything and free from the guilt for the wrong things you did. i'm in the "having fun with any one stage.."; no commitments, everything so casual. no strings attached. if feels good though. it feels good to be legally single.. ahahaha.. toink.. read between the lines. at least i'm not hurting anybody now even with them not knowing. haha.. just the shitty me.

i still love Iris for the same old reason. its no longer a song dedicted to someone. its no longer just a soundtrack of a movie. but i love it mainly because i still get skin bumps everytime i hear it. no joke.. =)

kadiri nga pala ung version ni ronan keating.. yuck.

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nakakapagod talaga. super hectic ng junior life. it took me a while to realize its Sept 14 na pala ngayon. thats how fast time flies by. homesick na talaga ako ngayon. i dont know why. i really really really wanna go home. ngayon lang talaga nagkaroon ng 'need' to go home. i dont understand. kagulo ko. hehe ciao..

2006-09-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

too techie

i lost my usb, memory stick. siyet. my life practically depends on that shit.
i'm so tired right now.
but i'm happy na panalo yung uste sa cheerdance.
5 peat. ang galing ng Gawi! record breakers.
i've been so busy lately.
i'm happy coz it keeps me from useless thinking.
i literally have no breaks during weekends til finals.
ang hirap ng third year.
finals na, bwiset. kelangan qng bumawi.

i had a long entry for this day. but as i said, i lost my memory stick. ugghh.

2006-09-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

awww...

happy feast day sa pongracz.. =)

pahabol lang before the day ends

lam ko hindi buong class ang kasali sa mga pics..

but..

i miss you guys!!

uwi ako sa sembreak

read my previous entry para sa drama ko.. hehe

2006-09-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

weekend na.. yahhooo!!!!
things happening this weekend:
1. cheering on sunday
2. maan's wedding on saturday
3. divisoria shopping and pep rally on friday

yesterday i was thinking if i'll go home to zamboanga this sembreak. where ever i am sa sembreak i'll miss a lot of 'happenings'..

if i'll decided to go to zamboanga i won't be able to
attend bea's debut
do the proctoring ek ek
go to the LTS [overnight, outing]

if i'll stay in manila, i won't be able to
attend kukay's debut [road trip]
see my parents and lola
get a chance go to cagayan [get tats]
have extreme bonding with pongracz
get my yearbook
be updated with tsismis [haha i'm loving it]
eat my mom's food
rest
get my belly pierced [again]

toink toink toink

*i took this picture.. just wanna post it. hehe

i answered my own question..

i'm going home.. =)

happy birthday kristian! i dont know ur number and i doubt ur reading my blogs.. hehe

2006-09-04T07:35:00.000+08:00

mabuhay ang pungkul!

ej's despidida dinner.
check my multiply.

no time to blog.. next time. promise.. =)

2006-09-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

i'm missing...

my short haired days

but
i love my hair now =) kagulo.

i will blog next time.
i still have to gather my thoughts.
a lot of shits have been going on lately.
shit.

2006-08-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

TORN?

alam ko hindi tayo.. but it seems like it. you care about me, and i care about you a lot.. we even feel more than that. you make me happy in ways you dont even notice. but, its so hard to let you know.. just wanna say: i'm sorry. whatever that means..

2006-08-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

*uste's surprising win against admu.. wuhoo..!! go dylan..
*sunday busy-busihan

i'm so happy =) i don't know why..and i dont deserve it.. hehehe

happy birthday sherwin!
happy birthday vanessa!
happy birthday ej!
happy birthday moses!

check my multiply.. =) i'm still uploading pics..

2006-08-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

UAAP CHEERING COMPETITION ON SEPT 10

yessh.. i can't wait for the UST salinggawi to perform.. and whats seems to be impossible [but still hopeful] a 5-year winning streak..! ang galing ng gawi..!! 4 year cheering champs.. uaap history.. =) go go go uste!!! btw. my classmates dazha and jane are both members of gawi. si dazha ung nasa front ng pic na to.. goodluck guys.. =)

2006-08-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

ang pota naman.. ang pangit.. leche ka.. pangit talga..!! wahahaha angas pa.. kala mo kung sino.. wahahaha... u make me laugh.. subra.. tsk tsk tsk.. you suck so bad.. hahah!!! swerte ka na.. ahaha!! here's a pic for you..

fuck you LOSER!! hahaha..!! one wrong move and you'll see.. ur making me do this f.u.r.b ball!!

errr.. fudgeshit is asking me too stop.. ok ok ok.. i love busta and kelis's single.. "I love my chick [bitch].. and yah.. i love my nigga.. yup yup.. i love my boy.. ang cute ng song fudge =)

tnx for the errr.. animal? hehe cute.. =) so comfy to hug tlaga.. **huggss**

if you still haven't notice.. i got my hair permed.. =)

let the pic speak for itself.. hahaha fudgeshit's photography.. =)

2006-08-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

tuesday was so draining period

first up, i woke up last tuesday with the i dont wanna wake up feeling again. sarap kasi matulog. ang lamig. aun, Ex Psych was so draining. we didnt have your second prelims. so does that mean we all passed? wahah.. think positive kris. aun, we spent more than our discussing what experiment to choose. then they finally decided on my experiment. we spent another hour or so trying to summarize the procedure. ma'am was so, lets say strict, on how we summarized our procedure. i know she's doing that for our own good, but i guess its just so hard to think straight. aun.. after that we ate lunch at tinoco. then ate milo icecream sa carpark. ang sarap =) i was too exhausted for Lit. plus, i didnt bring my book. so.. i had a lame excuse not to listen and day dream. wahaha..

after lit we waited for ma'am. ange and i were listening to tabby's ipod [ipod ng bayan] the song by natalie, "going crazy" played.. lumamig lang bigla yung kamay ko. ewan ko ba. it just felt like it was being whispered to my ears. siyet. kagulo.. =x

the usually strict ma'am, she rejected our procedure a couple of times. she wanted us to revise it or something. the second time she asked us to revise it, i left the classroom and just cried. ugghh.. i just can't take harsh criticisms. as what i said in my previous entry, i grew up in a spoiled life where in nobody tells me whats wrong. disadvantage? ewan. buti na lang ange was there. i could not have done that alone. after calming myself and thinking it thoroughly, ange and i were able to come up with a neat, no erasure and well thought of summary. finally, inapprove ni maam. hay nako.. ang saya2x namin when we left the classroom.. nilibre ko si ange ng milo icecream. sarap =)

we ate at mcdo [ust carpark] after. all of them ordered the burger mcdo meal with free fries and drink upgrade.. i ordered chicken fillet instead. i ddnt bring kasi my BESsoc card. kaya walang libreng upgrade.. stupid kris, krung krung. kaya aun. sarap ng fries =) arianne's craving for salt. ange's kuko. dancing to average joe as if its a mcdo commercial. ang aircon. sensi? ssshhh.. what happened in mcdo, stays in mcdo.. =)

i walked home alone that night. deep thoughts. ur so mean kris. binuksan ang laptop. at nagblog.

devil in prada in pinas theaters soon.. can't wait.. =)

WHY CAN"T I POST PICS!!!!!

Happy birthday Levi, Lizle and Pinky!!

2006-08-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

i was texting with the bestfriend of my family friend the other night. [got that?] wala lang. basta, i said something and this was his reply: "yes, dats a maldita bitch wid a huge self respect". just wanna share. i'm actually not offended when i'm branded as a "bitch". i'm a bitch. but not the type of bitch who lives a promiscuous life style and sleeps with anybody. i'm a type of bitch who says harsh words, says awful things which i dont really mean or stuffs like that. in short, maldita, taray or mean girl type. i often laugh and find it desperate for guys who are interested on me only for sex. yes, in this fed up world there are guys who's just after that. i've had several encounters wherein they literally [ang kapal ng mukha nila] asked me if i wanna do it with them. kissing has been so casual for me. but that doesn't mean i wanna go further than that. fuck u guys. i may be a bitch, but i'm not a slut. theres a difference. its up to you to know that. they're asking for something in which they'll never get. i may dress up in revealing clothes, speak my mind out with liberating thoughts, and act so cosmopolitan.. but don't get me wrong. i'm not like that. not at all. i just hate the shitty misconceptions they have on me.

i'm so thankful first to sun cellular for making the word 'unlimited' sound like a blessing. they started the unlimited fad and now communication has been so easy coz of it. i'm just so happy i could text everyone for as long as i want. waking up with tons of messages ain't so bad.. the downside of it lang is that i missent messages.. ugghh.. wala lang.. with with ma'am tabirara [tabiwawa], dude, a guy with a small dick, and some random pipol. but other than that, all is well..

siyet.. i've been playing the song rock wit you by ashanti for God-knows-how-many-times today. its a old song. but i love the beat.. aww baby.. hehe =)

exam week last week.. wahh.. i'm still praying for the results.. siyet. madedebar nako.. huuhuh.. joke.. think straight kris.. hirap talaga ng 3rd year. yaw ko na. huhuhu

well aniwyz, after the psychoment exam on fri we went to st.thomas square. suppose to be magkaraoke kame. but we ended up eating. mahal kasi ng rent. aun. after that we went to robs place ermita. wala lang. stroll lang. jai, bea and me wer going nuts over the cube puzzle we bought. i guess its the only thing to keep our mouths shut. hehe we went back to st.thomas square after tas nag-yof kame. saya2xx.. wala lang. i wasnt able to see jonats after.. kinukulit niya kasi ako para pumunta ng yof. but ok lang =)

*wonderwall by oasis is playing right now. aww.. i love this song.

i've been alcohol free for months now.. achievement? hehehe daming kong pimple ngayon. and its just for one damn reason.. but i'm loving it =) **fudgeshit

this is such a cute kowt somebody sent to me.. hir i am on d rolr coastr of lyf.. and i knw dt urs s as hctic as myn. dnt gt me wrong, its a lot of fun smtyms. but its a rush 2 gt things done and it sims d ryd nvr stops. its slows down jst enuf 4 us to catch our breath. n dn its on 2 d nxt advnture. evn tho i thnk of u oftn. ol we evr sm 2 hv tym 4 is a quick 'hello'. i wntd 2 let u knw i mis r mor relaxd tyms 2gdr. bt nw il jz wave frm d rolercoaster n look 4ward of seeing u around d next bend. mis u.

2006-08-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

i learned something.. uhhmm plastic talaga..!! buysit..

any way.. random thoughts:

*running in the rain seems to be warmer this time around. esp when somebody squeezes ur hands while running.
*i'd rather get wet running in the rain. =)
*mas masarap ang sundae and fries sa mcdo =)
*i can't believe somebody loves strawberries more than i do
*looking at the city lights at night from a mountain top is the most relaxing thing to see
*sunsets too..
*hugs are comforting in a breezy friday night
*kisses are better short hehee
*but i wish that every (short) kiss was never ending [wouldn't it be nice - beachboys]
*a shoulder is a nice place to lean your head on =)
*looking straight into someone's eyes numbs my body
*studying while texting has been my habit
*sleep talking can make someone look so weird. yikes
*i read cosmo, is that bad?
*men look so hot wearing havaianas. [eerr sorry.. but its true *fudgeshit]
*i hate eating fish
*but i love twister fries [libre?]
*its that wrinkle over your nose.
*getting mad together seems to be so sweet =)
*mondays are so draining.
*i hate wednesdays.
*i love hotdogs.. 'till death! esp with ketchup, mayo and mustard.
*i hate hip-hop wannabes.. esp who dress like them. yuck.
*a guy is a man if he wears pink and looks hot wearing it.
*rock wit u by ashanti is the perfect slow dance song

2006-08-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

while i was studying, i was scribbling the lyrics of a song...

you're reading this? hope you are.. whoever you are..

2006-08-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALOI, AUNTIE TESSIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TiN2x and ABBY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REG
HAPPY FIESTA TO ALL THE ATENEANS!!! [july31]
i'm missing the overflowing food, endless laughs and crazy house-hopping!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZLE
Its been a while since we kept in touch.. I’m wondering how you are..

i started august with this really gloomy pic.

i swear, it didnt start right. i woke up with the feeling "i-dont-wanna-wake-up-anymore". ep was sooooooooo draining. bitches are everywhere. but buti na lang GA ng bessoc. pics are found in my multiply site [sorry for contacts and network lang] ang saya2x ng day na un.. hahay.. panacea ng buhay ko ang beswan. swear.

last friday was something i will never forget. even if i won't write about it, im sure i'll remember every single detail of what happened. hahay.. fatz, bea, jai, tabs and of corz ung pikon but kalog na kuya dennis. hehehe.. it was actually the first time i saw the araneta coliseum na walang tao.. as in empty seats.. yikes.. hahaaa sory no pics.. forgot to bring the digi cam. and im regretting it so bad.. basta.. i'm a changed person dahil sa experience na un.. hahaha.. yaks.. drama line? ehehe i won't dwell on what happened that night. basta.. what happened in araneta, stays in araneta. diba?

oo nga pala. nag starbucks kame after sa tomas morato.. it was about 1am.. tas naka-uniform pako.. san ka pa? haha.. highlight un ng gimik life ko.. grrr.. nakkhiya tlga.. pero ok lang. fatz and i slept kina tabs. i went back to the dorm mga noon time na and i was still wearing my uniform [at dat time i was wearing it for more or less 30 hours. hahaha] i slept the whole afternoon and i slept early that night. sarap matulog pagpagod.. subra.

i studied the whole day yesterday. hahay.. nerd mode na ulet. the test in group dy kanina was lets say.. uhhmm i dont wanna talk bwt it pala. d ko alam kung dapat ba ako maging happy or sad sa exam. hahay.. ep on wednesday.. hay nako.. gudluck na lang. leche.. buti walang class bkas. but i still have classes today, 3-6pm.. hay nako.. buhay.. but konting tiis na lang..

2006-08-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

*araneta experience
*starbucks at 2am, still wearing uniform
*overnight kina tabs
*unicef insights
*prelims this week
*will blog next time..

in the mean time,

the baristas in starbucks NEVER spell my name right!!

2006-07-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

*your parent's car
*the place
*underneath the stars
*the view of the city
*the street lights
*the coolness of the breeze
*your warm hugs
*that kiss
*just one night
*i'm missing it...

2006-07-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

i watched the break up with jai, ange, bea and fatz. i laughed at some of the scenes in the film, more of because i could see myself being a immature and pathetic girlfriend and friend. its just that there are always two sides in a story. its when you're mad that you do crazy stuffs just for that sweet revenge you think you deserve and always been wanting. on the other hand, the person affected does the same thing to you. so you end up in this rough tug-of-war in which everybody tries to be the winner.

e diba ang sad? wala lang. i saw myself and my life in many of the scenes in the film. not just in my arguements with my friends, ex-boyfriends, but practically with everybody. i have this overly nodoubt attitude of being so proud of myself.. in simplier terms, ang taas ng pride ko.

i usually dont say sorry
its always the other person's fault
they dont understand, and
you can't accept me for who i am

just those reasons and nothing else. period. selfish noh? wala lang. but honestly, i've been trying to work it out. its only the masayahin attitude of the pipz here in manila that tamed me a bit. at least i'm trying not to be a bitch, i don't backstab anymore, i'm trying to be careful with what i'm saying, i rarely insult people, i listen.. its so hard to lower down one's pride especially when for more than half of your life you're not the one who's giving in, who's always right and is never wrong.. but i'm trying. i swear i'm trying. i've lost and ruined a lot of relationships with people just because i don't listen. stupid? wala lang. shit.. i'm just sorry for everything thats all.

shut up kris.
be good.
ciao..

all i have in this life of sin is me and ~~my boyfriend~~ the pail

2006-07-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

a lot of things happened last weekend.. some sad but fortunately mas madami yung happy.. hehe..

two concerts in two straight nights, how fun could it be..? haha.. which reminds me, i can't watch the BEP concert on thurs. why? no money.. tsaka walang kasama.. huhuuhh.. paminsan2x lang nga mei international artist na worth puntahan, tas hindi pa pwede. diba ang leche? hhehe bwisit naman kasi, bakit thursday pa. sana friday na lang noh. i have pics in my multiply site. i had a blast at the concerts. there was this sudden interest on OPM bands. galing pala nila. hehe..

saturday night, uhhmm.. i dont wanna talk about it. im just hoping that i made the right decision. its good to feel that you have friends to back you up in times where you think that the world sucks. i learned that no matter how serious you are with something or someone, lets say your boyfriend, never forget to still make your friends feel special or grateful you are to have them. coz in the end, when everything tumbles down, you'll realized that they'll be the only ones to sticking to your side. of course, nothing beats one's family with the support you get but friends are the closest to them.

"i cried that night. but i felt good after.." whatever that means. hehehe i suddenly felt an urge to work on my spiritual life. wala lang. i guess it proves that everything really happens for the best.

hay nako. wala na naman kaming pasok coz of the bagyo. heheh sayang pa naman ung pinagaralan q buong hapon nung Sunday for Statistics. Nerd nako eh. whahaha. it pays to have high grades. nerd!!! hahaha..

ciao.. srap matulog.. ang lamig.. muah.. =)

2006-07-23T16:02:00.000+08:00

i was BLUE all day..

ung suot ko lang..!!!

kunwari nageemote

kunwari nagiisip

kunwari malungkot..

kunwari lang un ha..? kala mu its worth it? hahahaha wala lang mga tsong.. will post next time.. check my multiply...!!! i had blast for the past nights.. ggrrr.. gota study now.. ciao!

2006-07-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

spent the weekend with in alabang coz my grandma was there. a linda and u shoried went to bataan so i had to act as the caregiver for the mean time. i just watched Just My Luck by Lindsay and Click by Adam Sandler. the films are ok.

i just ate vanilla icecream with cornflakes [yummy], lyn's gulaman, toasted bread with butter [simple pleasures] and took a loooooooooooooong steam bath during the weekend. it felt good. really good.

jay anne ericka and max slept over on saturday night. bri did too.

i tried to study for Ex Psych but i ended up watching tv. i miss watching tv. buti na lang coz the test did not push through.

we had our class picture taking last monday. the wacky shots didnt feel wacky.. hahay..

tues was such a bad day. long breaks.. and nonsense jerks.

i love maria maybelline pineda's work!!!! check her multiply!! haha i'm just advertising your work maybz! hehehe.. two thumbs up.. i'm just a frustrated photographer thats all.. =)

my head is battling with my heart, my logic has been torn apart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUISA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JV!!!

kathz, ur birthday's coming.. =)

2006-07-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

i just wanna thank the people who found a way to greet me on my birthday.. text, call, ym, email, multiply, letter and all that.. tnx talaga.. =) lovelots..!!

2006-07-12T10:57:00.002+08:00

i haven't had time to blog about my weekend.

first up.. july 7, 2006 - birthday celebration day 1

jai and i surprised the class na we'll treat them for lunch in mcdo lacson. ang daming nagreact. hindi daw sila pwede, may pupuntahan and all the ka-dramahan. i was a bit upset na konti lang pupunta. wala lang. silly things we're going through my mind, like "libre na lang nga, hindi pa pwede!".. hehe as jai and i ordered chicken with rice for the 20people or so, konti pa lang tao yung nasa taas. the reserved area in mcdo seemed so bare kasi nga konti lang. i was happy, but something was missing. so ate Sheng started with the 'party proper' [para nga kameng bata eh], they sang "happy birthday". and to my surprise, also jai's, the rest of the class went up the stairs carrying a photo mosaic with dedications, chocolate cake and a box of gifts for us. omg.. ang sweet. as i was about to blow the candle, i cried. duh.. ang baba ng luha ko. subra. a surprise for the class turned out to be a surprise of my own. thanks talaga sa effort. thanks sa lahat. it was a really sweet to do and i'm happy you guys even managed to keep it a surprise kahit na lagi ko kayong kasama. wala lang. basta.. you just dont know how happy it made me. i have pics in my multiply account. thanks to jai and hannah for the pics..

i went to makati right after to meet up with mama and papa at max's makati. we took the bus to alabang and met up with a linda, a larty, a baby and maritess in Festival. i bought a ultra cool shirt from happy days. basta. hehehe hindi ko mahal ang uste. actually hindi talaga *sarcastic*. we went to atc after. i just window shopped since i'm saving for a out of the coutry trip. hopefully next year. we ate at auntie annes. wala nang wasabi ice cream at sebastians.. grrrr.. we went home after. i'm so tired that day. but i still ended up watching mtv movie awards 2006.. kagulow..!! ang galing. nanalo si jessica alba [my sister] hehehe

july 8, 2006 - birthday celebreation day 2

we left alabang at around 830. we attend the blessing of generika in bacoor, cavite. generika is a pharmacy owned and managed by my uncle. i think its the 8th branch. after the blessing we went to mall of asia [moa].. we ate at gerry's grill. jj and family joined us. yummy ng batchoy. i miss the batchoy in zamboanga tuloy.. huuuhuhuh.. we went around the mall. a baby and maritess bought me two bags.. waahhh!! nice.. i love em! i wanted to buy new flip flops.. ggrrr.. damn.. i'm saving!! we went to metro walk after. a baby and maritess wanted to go dvd shopping. and so they did. they bought about 14,000 worth of dvds.. yah, its a lot.. swear. hopefully they'll pass through the security at the airport. hehe my mom wanted starbucks. i wasn't really in the mood for one so we just shared sa isang frap. grrr.. they spelled my name wrong ulet. leche.. we ate dinner at pasto after.. its a italian resto. damn.. i just love restos with big servings.. as in.. hhaha.. takaw ko kasi. kakapagod talaga tong day na to. as in.. was so sleepy to even wait for the people to greet me at midnight. hehehe

july 9, 2006
its my birthday but it didnt seem like it. wanna know why? There are a lot chapter reading assignments for different subjects.. wahh.. crazy talga. i had to go back to the dorm as early as 10am. siyet. tas i had to make a powerpoint presentation for our group dy role play.. read a chapter in stats, 5 chapters in Experimental Psych, 30pages for Group Dy then 2chapters for Filipino. diba ang crazy? lalang..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEANN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS

july 10, 2006

ang bait ni God!!! Subra.. the test for Filipino did not push through, Group Dy recitation was not that bad, and I actually understand statistics now! Haha statistics has never been this clear to me. It was a long day but ayos lang

july 11, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOIE!!!

God strikes again. Hindi na tuloy yung quiz sa EP.. heheh.. but mei trial quiz, ang baba ko. peste talaga. I just learned that coffee stains one’s teeth.. yikes.. I’ve been addicted to it lately. We ate lunch sa ust carpark. Afterwhich we attended the ust unicef GA. I’ve been thinking if I’ll apply as a JVC of unicef.. any way, we’ll see..

July 12
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL!

2006-07-12T10:57:00.000+08:00

2006-07-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

~~i hate being 19~~.. i love being 19.. il blog soon..

2006-07-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

Three years ago, our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm,
yet I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions, volcanic eruptions
We both still care, so we're still alive
Tunnel vision, determination I want you
I want to make it right

2006-07-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

why the world needs superman

i've watched the film. said something about the movie in my multiply site. now i just want to stressed why the world need a superman. philippines being a third world country really needs a superman. everyday i am exposed to different kinds of "unfortunate people" as what i might say. i see a lot of beggars and kids asking for alms on my way to school. i see sick and weak people just lying down in the streets, with their arms streched out with a "7/11 biggie cup" they picked up somewhere. its so sad facing reality. i feel sorry for those who can't have a life they deserve. lalo na yung mga bata. hirap kasi tignan na they're having a hard time. wala lang. sometimes i envy them. yah, i envy them. kasi ang simple ng kaligayahan nila. bigyan mo lang sila ng piso... masaya na sila. e sapagkat tayo, bigyan mo ng 1000 ng rereklamo pa. diba ang sad on how we need extravagant things to make us happy? wala lang. its in times like this i feel so fortunate and feel so silly by complaining about what i have and don't have. wala lang. alam ko its so weird of me to discuss topics like this.

a superman doesn't really mean someone who has abilities to stop a bullet from hitting one's eye. or someone who can't be stopped by anything but kryptonite. it could be just someone who brighten up your day with a smile or something as simple as that. i really think we need our superman in our own little world. my superman would be anybody who makes me happy and "makes me fly not like how richard [richard in superman returns] does" in his or her own simple way.. get my point? i'm doing my part by not being a bitch, giving a smile to everyone, and being in my happiest state everytime. and also by sharing what i dont need to people who need it the most. maybe i should stop collecting mamahalin na gamit for a change. give up havaianas? who needs expensive tsinelas anyway?!!?

i hope you could do your part by being someone's supergirl or superboy even just for a day.. or make it everyday.. =)

2006-07-01T12:53:00.000+08:00

ang daming plastics sa mundo.. ang bait bait mo sa kanila [bait lang] pero yun pala ginagamit ka lang. leche diba? i dont wanna blog more about it.

~~i'm a bitch~~... i hate being a bitch.. but sometimes i just can't take it anymore..

here are some pics taken last friday. it was during our class discussion sa soc sci dun sa library. superman did not push through.. ugghh.. sana i could watch it on sunday with sha and sharleen.. here are the pics =)

surname ko.. wala lang

kunwari tulog..

eto na22log talaga.. hehehe jai sleeping with tine, ange, fatz and cheryl at the back..

kunwari stolen shot..

demi and kem

read it!

kris.. certified suplada..

ciao.. =)

2006-06-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

vanessa: oh kris, hindi pa kita na kumusta ng mabuti

kris: e same pa rin. walang pagbabago sa buhay ko..

vanessa: hindi ah, mukhang mas masaya ka ngayon..

kris: talaga? *smiles*

hindi niyo gets? bahala kayo..

2006-06-28T12:58:00.000+08:00

imax..? lintik to the max..!!!

my day just didn't start right. first i woke up for breakfast. tas yung ulam is champorado and fish. for your info, i hate fish!!!! i was forced to eat champorado. then as i was about to have my share of champorado.. wala na.. naubusan na pala.. leche. so i woke up so early just to drink milo. great.. just great..

and so i slept after. i decided to wake up at around 830. i took a bath then i next thing i know i was on my way to SM Mall of Asia. the supposedly second largest mall in asia. i badly wanted to watch Superman Return on the only imax theater in Pinas, so i was excited to buy the tickets. imax theater tickets are more triple than the ordinary movie pass. i texted my bro, bri, askin him for a libre. surprisingly he agreed. he told me he was only avaible on sunday. so at aroung 10 i arrived the mall na and i was so excited to buy the tickets.. as in was in the imax booth, i got sooooooooooooo frustrated kasi sold old na for the whole weekend and for next weekend. lintik na superman fans! bwiset kayo..!!! waaaahhh!! it was so frustrating that i felt like shouting right then. so much for watching it with the feeling your flying with superman.. tsk tsk tsk

bat ba kasi isang lang yung imax theater sa pinas?!!?!?!

senxa na bitter lang talaga ako.. sobra..

my class starts at 4pm today. about 2hours away.

my birthday is fast approaching. ilang days na lang. but this time is the only time i've not been excited for my birthday. ewan ko kung bakit. something or someone is missing in my life right now. and i can't really figure it out. errrr dati kasi i always count kung ilang days and hours na lang until my birthday. e ngayong parang wala akong pakialam. i think i'm gona spend the weekend of my birthday in Alabang. my aunties will be there. my parents will be coming over for my birthday. wala lang. hope i'll have fun. ciao.. =)

2006-06-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

BE COOL?

i wana give up partying. i guess i wasted a lot of money from it. havaianas are better than it.. hahaha

last friday was Unicef day. I have pics from my multiply site and jai's. it was a lot of fun. it started off by eating at Inengs sa 2nd floor Car park. Afterwhich we didnt know were to go and we were so broke. kaya we just decided to help out in the Unicef Org Booth. it was tiring, hot but so much fun. hahaha.. ang kulet talaga ni Ate Mai and Ate Kim. many joined Ust Unicef. I also joined earth UST care of Jen. We stayed for the cake party. yup, FREE CAKE! ang sarap ng rocky road cake. Jai, Sherwin, Vanessa and I stayed for the show. [we're such geeks for tambays!! hahaha] we waited till join the club performed. i actually like their song, "Nobela".. lalang.. i bought a new ust shirt.. aylabbitt!!! hahaha

i went to glorietta last saturday. wala lang. window shop. i bought a skirt from LandMark. cute. damn i want shawarma!

i accompanied Jen to Glorietta [again] kasi she wanted to get a haircut. she went shopping and i was too broke to do so. we ate at Ilonggo Grill then ate merienda dun sa activity center. i love hotdogs talaga.. i really do.. yummy..

Monday.. nakakapagod talaga tong araw na to!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Judy, Auntie Linda and Auntie Larty. hehehe

2006-06-22T13:06:00.000+08:00

LIFE AS I KNOW IT

I'm still waiting for my next class. It's a 3 hour wait so I'm dealing wit hit right now. sucks? not really.. i'm enjoying it..!! weirdo.. any way, i guess its about time i spent more time with my wacko blockmates.. aylabdem!! they're so.. errr.. basta.. hehehe.

I'm actually doing a research for Literature. Does anybody know what Classical Literature mean? haha!! boring. I always get bored with Lit.. yah lit, as in like poets, stories, sonnets.. gesshh.. the boring list goes on and on. Art Ap was yesterday.. waaw..!! i'm actually loving art ap! hahaha

I wanna make photography as my hobby period

uhhmm pa?

I forgot to blog about father's day. haha!! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY POP! i know you're not reading this but i just wanna let the whole world know how lucky I'm to have to as my dad. the idea of you being my dad? aylabitt!!

i actually miss someone so bad right now..
bobots? lovemuch

2006-06-21T10:38:00.000+08:00

*they started calling me krung2x.. errr... u guys don't wanna know why. hehe
*at first i hated my class sched. but i'm loving it right now.
*i love beswan so much
*i miss pongracz and bobots
*i'm the class treasurer.. i'll do my best [ching!!!!]

tine's sparkly pointed shoes. bea's hush puppies. my black, flowery, pointed and suede shoes.. hahaha...

2006-06-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

class treasurer aq!!!!! wahaha.. yung pinkang matrabahong trabaho [errr redundant ba?] binigay sakin..

Thursday 17.. after classes we made tambay at Beanhoppers, uste's answer to starbucks? -not- just so gross.. its incomparable..!! hahaha.. but i had fun though.. just chatting with tabs, levi, sherwin, jai and bea. we played a 'pants' and all sort of kid's game.. haha.. fun fun fun.. inaasar ako ni bea sa mga havaianas ko.. uhhmpp..

Friday 16.. had to wake up at 530.. damn.. class it at 7 kasi.. sipag ko no? ate bfast then went to school.. leche.. baha pa. had to go all the way to lacson para pakapunta ako ng school.. EFFORT!!! hhaha after psychometris reg and i went to my dorm to get my things. i was gona sleep at her place kasi.. aun, tas we took a bath then went to robinsons galleria. met up with marqaux. we went shopping for her dad's father's day gift. after she left mga 3, we watched "Too fast, too Furious 3: tokyo drift". it was a nice film. i learned a lot from drifting..!!! hahah.. asians are not bad.. uhhmm.. wahaha!!! after that we went to YOF. ehehe.. i was so tired and drained after. but tinulugan ako ni reg! hehehe..

Saturday 17, i woke up mga 11am na.. was soooooooo sleepy. we ate lunch then watched vcds. American Pie 4: Band Camp and this one film which i forgot. both we're so funny. hehehe while we we're watching we we're also munching on some chips and homemade cheese dips.. yummyy.. heheh...

bitter ako, wala ako sa pic na to.. huuhuhu.. nxt time.. =)

2006-06-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

My weekend before school

i watched "Inside Man" last Saturday with my Aunt and Uncle. i love the movie! two thumbs up.. a must see

that sunday i went to Rockwell with my Aunt and Uncle. Caloi had his last Mtv gig there so my aunt decided to drop by. it was cool.. kinda loud lang nga. i had a henna tattoo done. i wanted one at the back of my neck. so a tribal design was printed there.. [eerrr.. is printed the right term?] hahah... i love playing basketball arcade.. heheh!! i'm just so good at it thats why.

June 14 -- FIRST DAY PHUNK?

phunk according to my knowledge means 'dont mess with me'..

it was literally a tiring first day. i woke up at around 10am.. waited till my classes start at 4pm.. shitness talga.. and so it started at 4pm. our spanish prof literally just came from Spain.. [err i think] which means, he doesn't know how to speak English but knows Spanish.. and we know English but not Spanish. hahah!! it was a hour and a half of charades [did i spell that right?] it was fun though. i just had a hard time coping with pure spanish coz my native dialect is corrupted spanish mixed with other dialects [chavacano].. sad to say that Spanish speaking people could understand us speaking Chavacano then us understand them speak Spanish. does that ring a bell?

so classes ended at 5:30. i had merienda with my classmates at Mini Stop. i just love hotdogs soooooooooo mucho!!! classes started at around 6pm. it was suppose to end at 9. all of us weren't expecting it to end that late but guess what, sa awa ng diyos [sarcastically said] it ended up at 9!!!!!! wahhh.. crazy..

FIRST DAY OF CLASS.. STARTED AT 4.. ENDED AT 9?!!?!? HOW WORSE COULD IT BE??!!

we watched Frida for almost most of the period. it was a nice film though. a lot of personally stuffs are discussed in the film. Salma Hayek played the role well. we we're so excited to go home. i ddnt eat dinner and had to plans to.. was so freaking tired kasi!

June 15

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROWENA!!! =)

sorry for errors or wrong grammars for that matter.. i'm in a hurry kasi.. hehehe.. ciao.. =)

2006-06-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

for June 11.. belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADZY!!! hope this pic wont leave anyone mad.. hehehe..

i'm off to rockwell today.. yahhoo.. please pray for mac-mac [lyn's kid].. basta.. he's in a really bad medical situation now. hope it'll be ok.. and also for the the lola of the panlilio family in the States.. hope everything will be ok. ciao.. can't blog much.. ahhihihi... shhhhhh.. k?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN!!!! hehehehe

classes start on wednesday [june 14] excited na parang nde.. hahaha.. errr... first day first day 4pm na class ko.. leche.. shitness talaga. have to go.. =)

btw, here are some pics of the weird icecreams from Sebastians in ATC. for 70pesos a scoop not bad.. sugar cone pa.. yum2xx..

wasabi iceream.. read my previous blog... hehehe

the icecream i ate.. yummy.. there was a slight taste of alcohol though.. but not enought to get one drunk.. yummy.. a must try!

2006-06-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK!!! i have like more than a week to blog here.. tsk tsk..

May 30.. Cebu Pacific plane to manila was late for about 15mins. well, at least they serve better snacks than PAL and AirPhil. Auntie Linda decided to fetch me at the airport with Lyn. Auntie Larty decided to meet up with us and sleep in Alabang. Ate lunch at Max's.. and damn! i miss their spring chicken.. aylabbitt!! i rested most of the time. and slept early.

May 31.. Went out with my Aunts. went to ATC. went to mass [yes, i went to mass hehehe] then ate at PanCake House. i had 3 banana pancakes for lunch.. BAD CHOICE!!! i ended up with the puking feeling afterwards. it was so dragging to finish. was in ATC most of the time. we bumped into this icecream stand named Sebastians. they have really.. errr lets say [... exotic? is that the word? errr.. or maybe] RARE flavors of icecream. the weirdest of them was BANZAI! WASABI..! hahaha i had the chance to grab a sampler. the taste was kinda odd. sweet at first and yet later you'll feel your mouth heating up! hahaha.. weird nga talaga.. I watched Laguna Beach that night. damn, i hate Lauren so much!!! haha ugghh.. i just can't believe their stuck with the whole love-triangle thingy.

June 1.. Lyn and Mimi dropped me and my things off my dorm. Jen's things where there na rin. at least may kasama na ako. i decided to go to Megamall coz converse has this mege sale on their stuffs. i badly wanted new chucks so i decided to drop by. it was indeed a sale. wahaha.. i really wanted to buy new chucks.. too bad they didnt have shoes i liked on my size.. sue me for having size 5 1/2 feet.. grrr..

June 2.. it was our enrolment. i miss BESWAN!!! haha.. it felt great seeing the gang after 2 months. the fun is just starting. my enrolment was done in less than 10minutes. i spent more time waiting than falling in line and paying. hehe.. thank God for technology!!!! it makes life easier.. shorter time falling in line.. airconditioned gymnasiums.. and credit cards!! hahaha met up with Bots in Glorietta. it was so cute. haha.. us together in manila.. we ate at Chef 'd angelo.. both of us ordered pasta. hehehe i showed him more of Glorietta and Greenbelt. we played fuzz ball in Greenbelt.. it was so much fun. i miss fuzz ball.. subra.. tas i added two havaianas in my collection. hahah!! all of them in metallics. i love metallics!! i still don't have the one in gold.. sad..

June 3.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!! met up with Bots again then went to Mall of Asia.. pucha ang laki! hahaha.. we we're planning to watch xmen [sue me for not watching it].. but we later decided not to. Met up with his mom, sis, aunt and cousin for lunch.. it was sooooo embarassing.. subra.. awkward moment.. yesshhh it was the slowest i ate lunch.. hehehe.. we went around then had frap at starbucks.. then we went to this baywalk type at the back of the mall.. nice talaga. there we're so many pipz.. as in subra.. i didn't enjoy much of the mall coz of the pipz. nakakahilo na kasi sa dami ng tao. after just sitting by the shore, errr.. the rest is history.. =p

June 4.. met up with Mike, Adrian, Gege and Dominic in Glorietta. Adrian and i first met up and ate lunch. We ate at this chicken speciality store. both of us ordered for two pieces of chicken, large drinks, and extra rice, we were soooooooooooooooo hungry. hehehe.. we did a couple of rounds walking around the mall then bought some stuffs. then we just sat and waited for others to arrive. as we were sitting and talking for what seemed like hours, mike and dick were sitting at our side the whole time! crazy talaga mga yun. hehhee.. while waiting for Gege, we decided to play at Tiimezone first. wahaha.. that was fun. hehe.. when Gege arrived, i just stayed for a couple of minutes then left. i was so freaking tired [uhhmm bakit kaya? hhehe] so i went home na. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALFIE!!!

June 5.. met up with Bots in glorietta. while i was sitting down and waiting for the MRT train to arrive, a 80 year old lady sat beside me. then this conversation just started:

lola: "senior citizen na ako. 81 na ako bukas.. *smiles at me*"
me: "talaga po? happy birthday! *happy mood*"
lola: "*giving out a small laugh* saan biyahe mo ija?"
me: "sa ayala pa po. kayo po?"
lola: "sa boni lang"
me: "uwi na po kayo?"
lola:"oo, uwi na."
me: "excited na po kayo sa birthday niyo noh?"
lola: "oo talaga. nilibre ko na nga mga kasama ko. kumain kame ng pancit sotanghon kanina"
me: "talaga po? masarap yun ha *then i suddenly realized i haven't ate lunch*"
lola: "oo, masaya nga talaga sila"
then the train arrives
lola: "sige ija, ingat ka sapagkat malayo pa ang iyong biyahe"
me: "opo, kayo rin po. happy birthday ulet"
lola: *smiles at me*

it was a odd conversation but it made me smile. hehehe.. then Bots and i ate lunch at SM.. then everythin that happened after is, lets say.. only good as memories.. hahay.. =p its so good to have you around..

June 6.. met up with Bots again. we went to Greenhills. he wanted to go bargain shopping so thats exactly where we went. we FINALLY watched XMen 3. what can i say? aylabbitt!!! hahaha.. i can't believe i waited for weeks to watch it.. hehe.. too bad cyclops and jean grey died. i felt bad for them. hhehe.. i was expecting ArchAngel and Rebecca Romijin to be more 'agaw eksena' but it turns out extra lang sila dun. we waited for the scene after the credits [coz everyone told us to do so!] we we're expecting like a fighting scene or something, but it turned out to be a 10seconds scene with the nurse confusingly asking "charles?"..shitness.. crazy.. i bought lots of stuffs.. haha shirts and pants. he bought more than i did. hehehe.. we ate lunch at Tokyo2x.. was so busog. we decided to go to MegaMall then Shangrila after. we decided to watched The Omen. yikes.. that time was exacly June 6, 2006.. 06/06/06.. geezz.. i was so paranoid after watching the film.. so, two movies in a day. not bad.

June 7.. i decided to spend the remaining days in alabang. school starts on june14.. i was so frustrated coz there wasn't a size available for the shoes that i wanted. i went to 4 SM department stores and still no luck.. geezz.. i feel i have to get over from that.. hehhe silly me.. omg.. we're in different islands na.. Bots, i'm missing you so bad.. =x

June 8.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!!!! errr.. you like violet right? hehehe.. pls pray for auntie Linda.. hope she'll be ok.. huhuhuh.. i bought my shoes na.. 3inches killer school shoes!! hahaha

June 9.. back to the dorm. watched Cars with Jen and Rowena. a bit dragging yung movie but cute.. hehehe Ate at pizza hut. yum2xx.. then just made tambay sa Starbucks.. laughtrip.. hehehe.. Happy Birthday Maybz!!! miss you like hell...

WHY CAN'T I POST PICS?!!?!?!?

2006-05-30T08:13:00.000+08:00

i woke up in the right side of the bed this morning

why?

i'm leaving for manila in about 2 hours.

happy birthday mike! =p