went to the grocery today. i stopped by the grocery today. i ran out of feminine wash so i decided to get one. as i was choosing which one i was gona get, i saw this ridiculous sign for a feminine wash..













wahaha.. talk about testing it right there!! ahihihi.. the girl was staring at me for giggling alone while taking the pic. who cares?! hehe.. i know its purpose is to let the customer smell it.. BUT.. the first thing that entered my mind was that you're gona test it right then and there. hehe.. silly thought anyway..

i had my checkup today. i woke up extra extra extra early today. 630am.. my blood test required fasting and abstinence and my mom thought the best way to have it was early morning in which i haven't ate for more than 6hours. it was my first time to go through ECG.. hehehe.. there was a embrassing moment when i wore the laboratory gown.. wahaha.. i dont wanna elaborate on it.. spare it for me. =p

unexpected tipsy state. i was preparing the homemade bailey's for cess' birthday celebration tomorrow. i was sipping on it for a couple of times to taste if it was ok. after a couple of sips, i stood up and i suddenly felt dizzy.. wahaha.. i felt like puking right away.. it must be the smell of alcohol in which triggers me to throw up. after the couple of shots of vodka last february, it sort of gave up of the idea of being drunk..

<<< rewind a few months back.. it was a friday, last friday of february if i remember it right, i went with pao, bri, reiner, and ray. we ate dinner at north park in glorietta then ordered drinks in ice in greenbelt. i had my usual mojito and about 8-10 shots of absolute mandarin vodka. pure vodka. as in 100% of it. damn. i ended up puking like hell the following day. i puked all my north park food. the worst part of it? i had to attend a play the next afternoon.. damn..!! worst situation..
>>>>fast forward to today

justin's quote. my college blockmate sent me this quote: "No one is born happy. but all of us are born with the ability to create happiness. just remember happiness is a state of mind. and it depends on one's attitude towards life. not on what one has". deep. hahah!! i never thought justin would send me quotes like that. i'm still searching to what and who really makes me happy. happiness for me this past few months has always been temporary. nothing permanent or so. i guess it's because i keep on comparing myself to what i don't have or can't have. there are a lot of times in which i pretend i'm happy even if i'm really not. its just not in one aspect of my life, infact its in every part of my life. i guess reality hasn't totally sinked in that life is full of imperfections and splits. and my continous search for a "so called perfect life" has to end somehow. its like i always say life is full of crap but i never really know what i'm talking about. wait. i gotta stop talking about this shit.. hahaha!!

out of the country vacation. i didnt write that i have my passport na? i guess i didnt. if i did, then i'll just write about it again. hehe.. i got my paassport last week. a stepping stone on leaving the country for a vacation. hehe.. my mom said i should start saving para i'll have money to spend if we'll go on vacations in other countries with in the next 2 years. i'm a bit excited though kahet na wala pang clear plans. hehe.. everybody is talking about going to Hong Kong because of Disney Land. actually if given the chance, i'll not go there. hehe i'd rather go to the different parts of SE Asia like Singapore and Thailand. Thailand kasi is known for its night bazaar. being the tiangge baby that i am, i really wanna go there. hehehe i also wanna go to Singapore because i wanna experience this ball bungee jumping my cousin-in-law Pat has been telling me about.

well aniway, lets just hope everything goes well and i'll be exploring the rest of Asia anytimes soon =p wish me luck. i need it. hehe! ciao.. =p